Wednesday, September 30, 2009

thanks to celine, i learned of the bus 851 which goes straight back home. surprised she remembered where i live. anyway taking that bus brought me back a lot of memories, well its cause i was sleeping on it yesterday and watching as it go today.

there comes clarke quay. the little secret nightout with vanessa. kinda funny as i think back, but .. hmms kinda sweet what happened. and at there was also a venos outing, where xiuzhen and janice was eating bah kuh teh in secret while waiting for the rest to come out.

then .. bugis. loads of things happened there. one of which is the day after clubbing, i went there with vanessa and her friends to get supplies, designers tsk. then .. last christmas eve i ate there with cheston they all. met fion by chance at illuma and bought a mokona there too. zetten outing where i first ate the sketches restaurant. that little date with jinye whom i accompany for a day cause she was sad. well in short, bugis holds quite a lot of memories.

then it went pass kk hospital too. i stayed there for almost a week due to dangue fever, peiqi visited me every single day and stayed till the evening, even though its school week, meaning she came after school. kerensa visited me too, at night, like right after pq left, she came in with nathaniel, her brother. oh and before that, pq dragged me to the doctor. hahahah!

then lastly the bus went pass yio chu kang. suddenly thought of that ultra violent freshie of mine who tortures me with her abusive 'pad on the back' . hahahahahah! why would i miss that idiot .. =.=" well actually, over time she has become gentler. dumb freshie trying hard to be demure.


so many memories. i was thinking of them as if i was gonna get in an accident and have the rear of the bus crushed off by an incoming truck and i flew off into the open only to be hit by a flying tire and die. hahahah final destination !

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

heh heh i met celine today ! she wanted to buy subway and ... eh ?! so shocked to see a familiar face there at the store. andand congratulations! thats the first discount i gave. 40% discount ! seriously, wow. it made the foot-long with a meal cost less than 7.


theres a reason why i diddnt publicize where i work, its cause i dont want people to come and ask me for discounts. its "i give discount as and when i like it, to him or her whom i choose" (:

Monday, September 28, 2009

ouch. burnt hands with lots of cuts. jeez.

anyway on saturday there was this rather pretty girl who was studying at th store, she seemed very very very familiar. she has been at the store atleast twice, but i keep having this feeling that ive met her somewhere else before. blah anyway, on sunday there was this quite pretty girl too, who keeps smiling at me, hahahah! anyway somehow i find her figure very nice, kinda matches her face and all.

so why am i talking about all these crap ? cause i just remembered how my manager tease me =.= at closing time the pretty girl(first mentioned) was still studying there, with 2 friends who came later. so the manager said "gareth go tell your girlfriends that we're closing already" ... eh ? hahahah ! apparently i was the only guy outside, the other guy was doing the cleanup inside.

its kinda fun, all the sandwiches i make aint really perfect, as in really perfect, except the one i make for myself (: its art ! ate it anyway, so tasteless. cause im not feeling well, until i find that coke isnt sweet enough. omg ? hahahah.



thanks to that dream i had 2 days back, ive been stuck with that particular person in my mind. jeez ! oh and, mechwarrior is soooooo addictive !

Saturday, September 26, 2009

sometimes i wish i can never wake up, and stay in that dream world .. well that is when its a dream i like (:

i wonder why every single one had you .. makes me miss you ! hahahahh

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

been busy. work, birthdays, some fun. and more work, more birthdays.

anyway, thursday, the day before ethan's birthday. i had my exam and .. dont think it went so well. realized that i made a big mistake on the interpretation of one question, together with another question which i may have wrote the answer wrongly, and 3 other questions which i have no clue on how to do. crap, that's all i can say.



then the next day, ethan's birthday. mark and i went to get a haircut, before meeting up with ethan then going to seoul garden to have dinner. really weird to have short hair, the stylist made it like some Korean(according to ethan's description) hairstyle. but when i try ti style it myself, it wasnt anywhere near as good .. jeez!




then anyway it was 2 days of work, and monday, its Gwen's birthday celebration ! her birthday actually falls on the 26th but celebrated on the 21st since its her 21st birthday. she booked a chalet @ aloha loyang for one day. had a catered buffet dinner there too. anyway mark and i ate kfc before going over, was just too hungry. and he bought the gift at Whitesands.

things happen, im just so unlucky to get so many forfeits. but anyway quite fun, though very very tiring.



anyway, seems very nicely prepared, with a big cake too ! i wonder why its a key, maybe its ... the key to freedom ? since age of 21 is legal freedom age in singapore.







i shall pass her the card and the present some other day i guess. Gwenda(mix of Gwen and Panda) grew up (:





other notes.

*mark and ethan's friend looks very much like that girl i met at amara. shocked me totally.
*females, please dont wear a bra thats larger than what fits you, especially when wearing something like a tank top.
*that girl i saw on the train, had really pretty eyes. bit lack in figure, she looks way younger. but till now i still remember that look.
*please dont climb across beds just to sit at the other end, especially when wearing a dress.
*i really miss apple. called her just now and she tried her best to entertain me, trying to keep attention but shes actually at work. sorry to bother!
*Happy Birthday Jee Hui ! (:
*it seems jinye's birthday is coming too.
*oh and yes, Happy Birthday Eugene!
*right now, a lot of things are in a mess.
*recently i dont know why im feeling so tired and stuff. even with light work.
*i found out that my co-worker at Subway is actually Jolene&Liyan's(classmates) friend.
*i cant remember many things, too much happened in too little time with no blogging.
*oh and a zetten outing is finally coming, i wonder whos going, and i wonder if i could make it.
*seriously broke.
*my phone is dying ! like seriously, dying. well not too bad, functional but slowing down.
*i broke my earpiece. i have no clue how many earpieces/headphones ive broken ! its seemingly countless!
*confusion still remains in my heart.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

serious ouch. !! for someone with a fear of needles, an injection is the worst thing ever to happen. i had my typhoid jab today and its totally horrible. the pain lasted even until now. dammit.




it really still hurts now, cant lift my arm high or it'll really hurt real bad. but anyway, glad is over. nana, if you ever need to get an injection ... WAHAHAHAHAHA DIE ! =P hahahahah. ouch.




hmmmms.. Caroli jia you ! (:

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

upon opening my locked drawer, i examined a lot of items from the past. items which bring back all those lost memories. keeping them in my little locked drawer, these are things which prove my very existence in this world (:









so many memories. well theres a lot more, but its not stored in my drawer. pictures from a year back. loads and loads of stuff (: last afternoon(yes afternoon, right before i woke up) i had a dream i liked. someone from my memories appeared in the dream, and it felt really real. its a weird mix too, people from different timelines all in one dream.


well .. i really miss that person ):

Saturday, September 12, 2009

IT Fair damn fun. its been i-dont-know how many years since i last ate candyfloss ! ! !!!! omg. but its so sweet that my tooth hurts. butbut its so interesting, feels like a kid all over again.

though somehow. i felt that i should have been better to have a girlfriend, well only at that moment. its like, sharing the candyfloss, it'll be nice (: but anyway not everything can be made real and dreams are meant to be back there where i sleep.



right now, i miss ... ??

Thursday, September 10, 2009

jeez. what kind of person would suddenly come and bug me at 4am ? none other than the troublesome jinye. like. troublesome.

from the first time ive known her till now, she has always been .. troublesome (: spending so much time listening to all her complaints and stuff. back then she talks about the guy she likes in class, who bla bla bla, bla bla bla bla. then later on she got a boyfriend. then okay a moment of silence. and after they broke up, its like i have to reply like a hundred sms a day ? jeez~

so, now in poly, she still complains here and there. her assignments bla bla bla. coming to bug me when shes bored and stuff. whenever i see her msn conversation box, first thought : jeez whats up this time. hahahahah! sometimes its troublesome to be a good friend to that girl. seriously.
but .. the usual saying : "you know how to find me when you need me." (:




and again, recently ive been thinking about a specific person. since yesterday when i went to the job interview with mark, ive been thinking of that person, who i've spend so much time with at work. somehow, i miss her a LOT =X

Monday, September 7, 2009

wow its been so long since i last visited here, so long that my browser logged me out from blogger.

but .. anyways theres this movie, Brave Story. heard of it loads of time, seen many related pictures, but until moments ago then i finally watched it. its a really nice movie !!!

This boy, who stumbled upon a strange kid in school, things happen, his family life went bad, and from that mysterious kid, he learns that destiny can be changed, an unrestricted wish could be cast if he travels to this other world. And there, his journey began.

i find the ending rather sad but yet nice, sad as in what happened, nice also as in what happened but bit later on.


most of all, i really like the song (: been listening to it for ages. its quite meaningful in the lyrics too, well, translated that is.

heres a video with the song in it. the images are part of the movie.




and heres the lyrics (:

in any case, let's go on painting our awkward dreams
in any case, our awkward dreams of bright, joyful love
"no need to put on airs, you're more like you when you aren't pretentious"
the harder we toil the more our fruitless journey seems like the progress of a grade-schooler, hands and feet aflailing
but that's fine too, isn't it, what it means to live
surely, to be laughed at is exactly what I intended

deep, deep in my heart is the hidden, true me
flesh and blood of 36.5 degrees celsius, unembellished, come now, we don't stop
but we're still pretending to be strong, still putting up barriers,
still battling pain

When in pain, I wish we were able to confess that it hurts
we are but weaklings pretending to be tough
to pretend that I'm all right when I'm lonely is to protect my self that threatens to crumble
I'm sure I'm not the only one, that embraces these feelings that have no destination, this loneliness that has no whereabouts

Uncaring for the pains of others
yet growing uncertain with regards to myself
disliking people, thinking that I'm the only one who's unfortunate
at things I'm not granted I only sigh,
cry like a three-year-old infant
sitting waiting for this thing called love
I shan't lose to the reflection of asphalt,
I thought, watching those who walk by their own feet
if there are feet that you can move
if there are places where you want to go
let's walk there with these very feet

there are nights when I thought, we might not be able to reclaim our true smiles, but,
supported by the warmth of those who are dear to us,
I had thought that I'd like to try believing once more

When in pain, I wish we were able to confess that it hurts
we are but weaklings pretending to be tough
to pretend that I'm all right when I'm lonely is to protect my self that threatens to crumble, however
mistakes, scars, days when the way darkens, days of childish tear-stained faces,
these things will be the proof of my existence
in any case, from now on, with more, much more resolution than anyone else,
let's carry on painting our awkward dreams
put away our excuses, puff out our chests with pride,
let's carry on singing songs of the people we call ourselves

courtesy of Gendou.com for the translated lyrics (:

you can watch the movie @ Anilinkz.com