Monday, August 31, 2009

so tired. body aching all over too. jeez IFC Interaction Day really is tiring. rested throughout the whole of sunday and still .. very tired.

ouch body aches. irritating.

Friday, August 28, 2009

The Final Destination, in 3D ! hmm only so-so. the 3D glasses hurt my eye, quite irritating but i think overall its quite okay. watched too much final destination to be awed, all the previous movies had the gore and stuff and this just aint make it much worse. wonder why its M18. but overall, i think, the only problem is that the girl is too hot to die! but they diddnt see how she died in physical form, just animated skeletons breaking and showing how they were internally killed(fractured spine, broken jaw bla bla bla) and yeah.

but still the classic, killed by having your insides sucked out by a pool drainer. o m g !

anyway i met Apple outside TM. been almost 2 months since i last saw her, the previous being the day before her birthday. awkward, i dont know why i suddenly called her by the name Apple. cause for a very long time now, i havnt called her by that. yesyesyes i need a haircut, i'm lazy okay. mark's gonna drag me to get one anyway, i dragged him from woodlands to tamp to watch this, i'll have to go fareast and get a haircut. jeez!



i wonder what's disturbing me so much. on the bus back my finger just keep switching songs, even if i liked it i dont know why i pressed next. but anyway kinda stopped at Tonight-FM Static for unknown reasons. sometimes i find myself so complicated that i cant even understand myself. weird! hahahah




hmm seems like fatigue has finally caught up. spent the last 2 days sleeping a LOT !


but right now im shivering cold, waiting in the stupid lab for eugene/janna and its .. so frigging cold. @#$@%# so cold !! should have brought my jacket or something damn. and they're so late. so so so so so so so so so so so late. waited for 1 hour alread(taken that eugene said meet at 2pm, but i reached at 12:50 or so) and its soooooo cold. would be better if theres more people here, share the cold and make the room warmer. BUT THERES NOT A SINGLE SOUL !! the school is pretty much empty too. cold cold cold.

i think i'll wait outside. #$^!#$%%#!$#!^#$^ cold.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

a midnight run, some slight vomiting, extreme exhaustion, a fun chat, a lovely story, and some tears.

it seems my body cant keep up with continuous running, feels so pathetic puking on the way back, lawrance was half supporting me cause i was having too bad of a headache to walk properly, only felt bit better after puking. but was fun (: a night jog, feels good to exercise once in a while.


and returning, supposing i should be resting but i finished the remainder chapters of the manga. and just couldnt help to cry. feeling the emotions of what the characters feel, it hurts when it does, but its nice at the very end. crying twice in 2 days, crap. but i love the story anyway (: it really gives me the feeling of desire, to want to live in that story.. and the few things in this little world that could make me smile with my eyes closed :)



but apart from that image, my heart is filled with something else (:

Monday, August 24, 2009

I am NOT bimbo-tic ! like, im NOT! (: being careless and stuff aint mean im bimbo-tic. besides bimbo is a term for a girl ! jeez. hahahahah!

met fatin @ the library today, when she laughed hard, at the movie (: its like, shes laughing so loud that i was worried that the librarian would come to silence her hahahah! but anyway, she said that i'm bimbo-tic cause of all those careless things i do and stuff and that my hair is getting long already .. =.="

then she said that she cut her hair short. i couldnt tell actually, until she pointed that out. previously its quite long, and now its shoulder length. but still looks very nice. its just cute how she tries to hide her frindge to make it look normal like before, cause the hair stylist cut bangs for her. hahahahah !! cute la cut bangs !! but its when she tried to hide it. hahahhahaha cute (:


cute little freshie (: hahahah




an overnight study again. truly tired! for the past 2 days ive been traveling all the way to tempanis but learn almost nothing on maths. wasted loads of time but i finally caught up with at least some stuff. exams in a few hours time and i'm going off to school early to continue my revision. jeez!



anyway while waiting for lawrance i continued to read some chapters of the manga, and its ... so touching ): then i realised that most the songs i like can be played as character songs for those in the manga. and while walking to macs i was thinking, since i just finished reading those chapers and still have them fresh in my mind. i cant remember, whens the last time i cried.

right now, theres so many things in my mind. hurts to think, but i still like to (:

Sunday, August 23, 2009

why am i still awake at this point of time ? cause i just played a dota match with other friends, 2v2 battle, and it lasted for nearly 2 hours ! o m g. its the longest dota match ive ever played.

but anyway i cant bare to read on the chapters of ichigo100%, its left with less than 20(19 chapters left hahah) but its like, just reading the chapter title from the list, i could remember what happened there and .. i feel like crying already =x its so sad near the end, all those things that happened ): though the conclusion is rather nice, but before that, loads of sad things happen ):



i really hope i can pass my exams

Saturday, August 22, 2009

one of my favorite songs (:

Friday, August 21, 2009

its so weird, i have an important exam in hours and im still so relaxed ? its not like ive studied enough. but sometimes its just so hard to resist the urge to do something i really like. so once again ive read another 20 odd chapters and passed some which i really liked, some special plots in the story that's in my favorites.

so anyway in the picture, its a page of the manga's 136th chapter. that was the end of their last summer trip cause they're in their final year, well for most of the senior members of the club. the main guy there thinking about the fireworks is the main character throughout the entire manga span and in the lower box, the frames from right top left, top row first, a girl that likes the main guy, the assistant director(girl) and a good friend of the main guy(the guy obviously) and they're in the film club too and happen to be siblings but joined in different years(the girl is the junior). the most left box is a guy that likes the girl in the box just below. center box of the lower row is another girl that likes the main character. and on the right are two individuals who got together during the filming trip(they make a movie every summer for a festival).
eh i've typed so much .. hahah!


i think i really need to study. hope i dont fall asleep halfway ! the fatigue's killing me, like seriously. and hope i wont get a bad headache later on today.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

and i said that i would sleep early today cause i need to wake up early and rush for my revision. but in the end i got engrossed with it and read continuously for 3 hours .. and just finished one of my favorite chapters. reading it, seems that ive read it before, and the fact is, this is the only story that ive read more than once. its so nice, when the girl said "As long as I'm with you, I don't care about the past or the future." cool (:

so tired, seriously need some sleep. goodnight world (:

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

and there i went reading 20 odd chapters straight.. continuous for 3 hours .. wow! just love reading that manga too much. and thinking, dreaming, about having a life like that. definitely not possible in a place like singapore.

i like love stories, but ironically hate them at the same time. cause it hurts to read them, not emotionally but physically. and i am not going to spend time explaining about that angina crap all over again. shit im dizzy. but anyway i need to get myself off! i need to concentrate. i need, time. oh and lots of luck too (:



reading so much of that love story, its changing the rhythm of my heartbeats.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

jeez been days since i came here. but anyway (:


sometimes dreams just feel so real dont they, especially when you're half awake due to some continuous messages from certain unnamed people. but my dreams are kinda rather weird, it is 100% not perverted in any sense, just .. weird. being half awake then, or its like i got awaken right after that shocking part, i can still clearly remember the feeling. maybe cause i have been reading too much of my favorite manga(a love story that spans 3 years, +4 years skip after the graduate) but its just so weird. if dreams tell what your heart is feeling or what your heart wants, then my heart is telling me to get a girlfriend. now aint that weird?

so here is how it goes, i cant remember the scene before that, i can only remember this part very clearly, though its weird to remember a dream. anyway, its like the materialization of BLEACH characters, and in front i see Byakuya and Rukia. then later on a flashback popped and i turned away, and suddenly i was hugged from behind(it felt so real) and was kissed on the back of my ear and hearing the whisper "i missed you"(feels and sounds very very real too) and then I(presumably) replied "i missed you too"(i think thats what i said) in a whisper. everything just .. felt so real. and i woke up after that due to a message from huiping. but until now i still can remember that feeling quite clearly.


recently, people around me would notice me saying "dont touch me" very freaquently, but i've never told anybody why. i dont intend to blog about it, cause like rolly said, you dont know what kind of people would be reading it. the memory of a girl whom i liked before, and the same memory ive tried so hard to forget, and very effectively blurring the image of those memories, but now i just dont want to be touched. i dont want to remember those times, i want to remember something else, someone else, and somehow i dont want to forget those times.


thinking again, about that dream. "i missed you" was what my ex said not so long ago in a conversation when she came back from her trip. its awkward cause she has been attached for 2 years already with someone whom she likes and can be with her there(she doesnt live in singapore fyi.) but .. i am not going to say how it started and whatever, just going to say how it ended. around 3 years ago, the two of us just came to a halt silence and guessed we realised that 'we just couldnt be' and .. in the end we're still pretty good friends. somehow we just get along(:

this is a really long post, but once again i wanna say that i wish my life was like that of a manga. or at least that i'm in a japanese culture, cause things like all those just cant happen in a small world like singapore. oh and that i admit that ive like inanimate objects before, well not object, a character not in reality. Nishino Tsukasa from the manga Ichigo100%, the ideal dream girl (:




but really, theres a person that i miss.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

today, well moments ago, i figured that i lied to caroli in that message saying that ive never watched a movie alone before. i figured that i watched kung gu dunk twice, the second was alone while i had to wait 2 hours for some people at orchard. but .. i forgot !

anyway ive been watching loads of basketball stuff. started with SLAM DUNK! then i watched hot shot, thats how i remembered that ive watched a movie alone. but anyway, slam dunk is so funny ! the red head dude is seriously retarded hahahah!


ouch ouch ouch it hurts to remember.

Friday, August 14, 2009

after another night of nearly no sleep, im so tired ! but its so retarded, been since forever since ive used a diskette ! even though i bought writable cd, i cant use it cause the computer in the lab cant burn disks.




but anyway was daydreaming while walking, and at the interchange, i got shocked ! its like suddenly someone waved a hand pass my face, imagine the feeling you get while daydreaming, shocking! but anyway, it was samantha, its weird, she looked more feminine than what i remembered, pretty sight (:


anyway while in class i was playing facebook and showed eugene th picture of th girl i like, pink was there too, and they say that i have great taste. hahahah! its not everywhere you'll find a girl just that pretty (:


on second note, i'm watching Tarzan on disney channel (: just remembered how much i liked that movie, sweet love story (: and Phill Collin's songs rocks ! oh and i was listening to this at the lab, nice but sadly its imeem.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

jeez so tired, stupid project. stupid stupid project!! exams next week.

but anyways, I WATCHED UP! (: its like do project till 6 or so then after janna went off(seriously troublesome needing t do her project) eugene and i went t watch Up (: its like .. de-stress ! do project all day, yes yes yes movieeeeee ! but in the end i diddnt enjoy the movie fully, was too distracted thinking of something else. but i did find something to my liking, this book called City of Bones, its not really some horror crap, its like .. twilight-like book. read that book for like 1 hour while waiting for the movie to start, while eugene read magazines at times bookstore

anyway today i met keith and jiayi on th bus, then later while walking t tm i met caroli on th way, she said she watched up alone, as in she just watched it. hmm its that, ive never watched a movie alone before.


that day still felt like yesterday. i cant get you off my mind ..




there is a saying that when you're doing something you like, time flies. ive just spent the past 3 hours reading my favorite manga continuously. unlike all those normal manga where guys read, full of action and stuff, i really like this manga filled with romance and comedy, some perverted scenes but the romance feeling is there. its just so weird reading it and having my blog playlist in the background. its like laughing at the joke then suddenly a new song plays and wipes the laughter off my face. though it hurts reading a love story, but, i just like it anyway.

i was so engrossed that i diddnt even feen the slightest of fatigue that i was feeling throughout the day, and finally stopping cause i really think i should finish up my work first and rush home later to continue reading. haha.

love stories really puts me into a wrong mood. it just makes me think so much.
somehow, i just wish you were here with me.
ouch?

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

early this morning, i had to make a CHOICE! the choice of reaching class on time for once and answering nature's call. i chose nature's call and was late for class. heeh but i still met gloria, whos late as usual.

anyway, class was such a drag. seriously, such a drag! the lecturer almost canceled class! because of this LIVE image taken from the back of the lab room.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

its so weird, facebook quizzes that is.

Whats the first letter of the person your gonna fall in love with
You got T

First letter of the person who is thinking of you right now
You got T

thing is, i dont have friends whose name starts with T. HAHAHAH!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

somehow, i love onemanga.com! (: providing so many up-to-date manga with decent loading speed and little advertisements, zero popups and stuff.

but being bored this morning, i tried clicking for a random manga from there, and it gave me .. Ichigo100% (: just luck maybe, i landed on the manga i loved the most. still remembering, the first time i read this manga, i never stopped and read it continuously for 3 days and 2 nights. and the final day was valentines day last year, which i slept through the entire day due to exhaustion. but i loved the manga anyway.

a little perverted, some humor, loads of possible mishaps, and full of love. an interesting love .. erm .. i dont know what kind of shape describes it, but .. you get the point. (: nice ending too ! its just, how i wish my life is like that..

off to continue reading~

Saturday, August 8, 2009

boring day ! slept so much! but still so tired =x anyway its been a long time since i ate kfc, and it was so stupid there ! i queued for 30 minutes!!! wth. the counter girl seems like a newbie and the manager aint really helping. then its like so super super slow la. oh and amelia was working there, at the next counter, i was like softly complaining then she say shut up .. cause she saw me que for so bloody long. hahahah!

Friday, August 7, 2009

it has always amused me ! behold, the biggest ears ive ever seen with my own eyes!! (pictured below) its so big, that it looks like headphones !


i diddnt go to the ndp performance today, first because i was too lazy to get up, second i had class later on the day and its a tutorial. thats where i took that picture anyway. but after that anna who had nothing to do until her class at 3 was bored and came over to my lab, slowpoke!! that designer kept talking about feeling weird in engine school which she has never visited before =.=

Thursday, August 6, 2009

so tired, seriously tired. late for class and got caught in the act of "blending in" hahahah! but anyway its so troublesome, being asked t help with the stupid programming. jeez! but anyway we ate lunch tday at mensa! so says I ! no arguments. (:

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

tell me that i'm sleepy. like seriously, sleepy. i dozed off last night but lucky i set multiple alarms in hourly intervals just to wake me up in case i fall asleep. (: stupid report. in the end the report turned out like super compressed and super short.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

class at 1pm, i was bit late as usual. jeez. so tired! seriously lack sleep. but yesterday was really fun luh ! now chatting with lizhen about the movie, she watched it too. OMG SO HILARIOUS ! even funnier discussing it. below is about my class tday.






and after that i went to library to slack and do some crap. until like 4+ 5 or so then go over to webappt lab to do the project, but end up i spent hours on the quiz thingy, just wasting time doing almost nothing, no its not wasting time ! a quiz said that the love song for me is Tonight by FM Static and now featured in my blog playlist track 10 is that song! omg omg i really like that song !! listen to it and/or you can view the lyrics here

I remember all the times we spend together
I wish you were here with me, tonight

i miss you ):

Monday, August 3, 2009

so tired with only 3 hours of sleep, and 9am classes. but today, for once things flow differently, away from the casual boredom of my life.
after class i was supposed to meet erwin to help him with his project, but he was out of school having lunch with his class, so i went to the library to slack somehow, ended up watching x-files there. the movie is rather creepy and hard to understand but overall quite nice. though i find the head transplant extremely gross.


but anyway after i finished watching the movie i went to find erwin instead and helped him with most of the complicated parts of his program. then later on do some changes and for once he saw my super irritatingly long program. he had class at 3 so thats the time we went off.

thought about going to the cafeteria to get some snacks cause my stomach is seriously growling, but i met caroli at the bus stop, omg so long since i last talked to her! cause we're taking the same bus to the interchange for different reasons. upon alighting i thought about going to buy some bread there to fill my stomach a bit and still able to continue some chat while on the way, then caroli asked, wanna join them to watch The Hangover. somehow without reconsidering about my previous plan of getting some snack and rush home for sleep, i agreed (:


caroli's friend came late, cause she was doing some work, and we watched he 4:50 timeslot, had like 1 hour of time to spend by. went to macs to slack, and i had my lunch there too. then comes this thing about shaker fries, i bought a student meal upsized and then i bought a bag of shaker fries, then eileen ask, why not upsize it to shaker fries instead of buying a bag of it and end up with 2 sets of fries, then i gave stupid replies, cause from what i saw the promotion was for the double fillet-o-fish. but anyway, i start mixing the fries, i only put in the fries that was meant for the shaker fries instead of my other set, leaving 1 set shaker and 1 set normal. then eileen asked, why put only 1 inside, thought you want shaker fries? seriously i diddnt think of that, stopped and hanged there. then caroli interupted, saying that eileen shouldnt ask me questions, cause it'll make me even more confused. hahahah! but seriously i think im becoming retarded.







retarded things that happen in life:

a very dumb facebook application that uses the name Stalker Check. a description of the app:
For privacy reasons, this app only lists users who have interacted with your profile at least once during your friendship (e.g. by writing on your wall, or liking something). Real stalkers (the creepy kind) are protected by Facebook Privacy, and will never be revealed, by this or any other app.

its so dumb. so, a person whom i chat on the wall with is my stalker? how retarded ? but anyway, heres a lil picture of my "stalkers". utterly retarded. who would wanna stalk a gareth ? (:

Sunday, August 2, 2009

ouch my butt hurts. too much cycling yesterday. seriously, i cant sit properly! like, i cant sit properly! ouch =x

its been a long time since i last played badminton and table tennis! got owned by alvin and mark, BUT ATLEAST I DID NOT LOSE TO ETHAN!! (: not even once. man i still rock a bit (: cycling gives bad knee and back butts, both hurts so much, troublesome jeez.


still so tempted to buy the IMPACT PEACH MINTS omg. all your fault! =P



a lil group of 3 guys sitting down at macs talking about relationship thingy, and me revealing the story behind the tragic confession of an anonymous freshie who got rejected by another anonymous freshie who was in the same group as him. sadded. but i found out that ethan had his past relationship the same way i had mine, cause the girl liked us(respectively) and so and so happened and the resultant. and that mark and ethan dont miss their exs. sometimes, life's like that!




new blogskin (:

this is a blogskin you cant find anywhere else~

was bored, pissed, and just felt like doing something. it seems that when a gareth starts doing something, he'll stop when it's either done, when interrupted or when its just utterly impossible.



sense of satisfaction !

Saturday, August 1, 2009

jeez got dragged out to cycle today. so tiring =.= troublesome!

anyway i found out something today, somewhere inside me i have an instinctive person who does things without me even thinking about it. while cycling i almost fell twice, once was when i accidentally ran into fine sand when i wanted to stop at the side, the wheel sank into the sand and my body just suddenly leaned backwards. then later on the way back, i was thinking of some things, while having music in my ears(love my earpiece!) and then suddenly i found the street lam just right in front, seems that i daydreamed and went a bit off course, then i dont know why my fingers suddenly took the brakes and my bike skied to a stop, and only a few seconds later then i realized what just happened. and lastly back at tamp interchange, ethan was trying to irritate me, cause i said i dont like people touching me, and he keep bugging me, and later he grabbed my arm like some friggin gay, suddenly my other arm lifted and i almost punched him, but he let go just moments before. so now i'm thinking, do i really hate people touching me so bad that i would punch them ?


sometimes, there are just memories you don't want to remember.