Monday, June 29, 2009

so its work again, as usual i strayed on my bed 1 hour after my alarm started ringing, all hail the inventor of the snooze button ! ((: but anyway just not to be late i took the sentosa tram and even ran over to amara, and reached just nice on time. hah! IM NOT LATE! (:

but its super tiring, my dinner consisted of chocolates, a glass of pepsi and some peanuts. omg ? but later on during the function i ate quite a lot, together with ethan. lol! its like when theres food, the signal goes and we'll dissapearfor awhile. hahahah! the dinner is quite a killer, one person to 2 tables and my leg is killing me totally, its one of the few events where i really had to run even though it hurts. jeez =x

my mind is too occupied. i need to study for the test on tuesday. good luck me.
why does it suddenly hurt.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

heeh work again, so tiring! especially after having ate supper like 2am in the morning and later working in the afternoon. but its nice la! chong pang nasi lemak, its awesomee! lawrance gave me a ride there from my hse, that idiot who lack so much sleep went the wrong way twice, on the way here and on the way back =.= but anyway, this time riding on th bike aint so scary, atleast until he went to 60+kph, its not the acceleration but the resultant winds, omg a 60kph wind a omg.

anyway later its work again, a vip function coz its the hotel's owner's only daughter's wedding. gosh i thought i was gonna die when i got the runner's job. recently my left wrist has been pathetic and my knee seems numb-ish. but! omg for the first time ever, being a runner is the best job ever, cause we did almost nothing. approx 40min per course, we only rush for like 5 to 10 mins and the rest we slack. eh? yeah we just deliver the food there fast and accurate and done, we dont even need to do the clearing, atleast until near the end of the dinner where they had to accelerate the serving due to time constrain. thats when we runners need to help out the servers in clearing and stuff. but anyway its still slacky.

in the process of work i was messaging caroli, why? cause i miss her (: and why ? cause my first time working this style, long tables, caroli was there, and thats when that 'best freshie' event occured.that time i was in the same group as jesselyn, caroli's friend, and after jes found out that im a venos freshie, she introduced caroli, whos a venos gl but diddnt attend FOW. thats how i knew caroli (:

anyway i had macs for supper, then was this conversation with my brother, about the cheese fries that was first introduced by KFC, it was awesome then until they changed the recipe and the price. last time i used to literally buy cheese fries everyday. but recently i ate something called baked chicken penne that had so much cheese that it gave me a quick phobia to cheese. the pure taste or even the thought of cheese would make me feel like puking. so for that supper i ate mcchicken that does not have cheese in it.

next week would be a killer. go me.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

ah was so tired that i couldnt wake up for class at all. its like alarm ring, it hurts just to open my eyes.. and the previous day i actually fell asleep at 10+, its not that i went to bed, its that i dozed off infront of my comp and sleepwalked to my bed somehow and slept till morning. even after 14 hrs of sleep im still very tired. 2 days without sleep is just too much.

but anyway, i watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen!! omg its so awesome! damn cool la! and friggin funny too hahahahah!! too tired now to remember what actually happened but anyway, its awesome (:

ineedsomesleep.


oh and Happy Birthday Jasmine (:

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

gosh so tired. so i diddnt sleep cause if i did, i wouldnt be able to wake up. tried sleeping on the bus, but there werent any seats, then stoned in class like some dumb idiot. the on the way back i tried sleeping on the bus agian, this time i slept like a pig! hahahahhahh!

anyway i dont think my wrist is going well, cant even hold an umbrella with my left wrist. hurts like screaming just by holding the umbrella. pathetic.

i forgot what i wanted to post about, but whatever.

oh yeah, FML is friggin hilarious !




just so i did not forget(i did until i visited zetten blog and realised hahah! but nobody saw this right?), Happy Birthday Michelle Teo! (:

just another addition to my life's curse of never getting what i want. a week ago i asked that cui de out, coz i wanna celebrate her birthday but its on 2nd july(thursday) which is a weekday and that on that day she would most likely be celebrating on her birthday so i asked her out on sunday, june 28th. so i voided everything on that day, even prepared to suffer the fatigue having going to work on saturday and had some plans in mind. i wanna watch transformers, its like, been waiting for like a year for it ? so wanted to watch on that day, but she doesnt want to, since fy and another friend are free on that day, fy book in and adrian book out, so she'll be celebrating on that day. okay whatever thats one out of two i wanted, but she dont wanna watch transformers, so its 2 out of 2. worst, i'm gonna celebrate with her on tuesday, which i end at 3 and cannot take mc, i have a test that makes 10% of my grade on that day, i have a lab test on the next day, it starts at 9am, and there should be another test/assignment on wednesday too.

guess this is just the fate of my life, never getting what i really want. the result for me wanting to celebrate with her, but its not like i can insist, its to celebrate her birthday, where i am the small part of the picture, and for her, she'll get to choose everything i guess. jeez.

just for the unknown people who reads this blog for unknown purposes at unknown points of time and are unknown of the person i am refering to in this post: that person is my GL from Venos, Apple Loh (: though i've never known her during FO cause she did not attend FOW(which i went) due to SIP, i somehow knew her while working at amara sanctury and shes one of the few people i really got rather close to, my cui de gl (: i cant remember exactly how it all started or how it became like all these but its just that ive came to treasure her as a really great friend and its her 20th birthday coming(20 is a big number, compared to 19) and i just wanna celebrate it with her(and i said last year that i'll get her a good gift, which i bought it already). nothing comes without sacrifice? jeez.


now to do my 500 word report.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

ah my legs hurt, bad. too long since i last worked, too many injuries, and to little time to heal. irritating. its hard to even walk properly.

but anyway, i think i'm very slow, thanks to my slow eating speed i missed the train and had to wait 6 mins for the next, and my slow walking speed i missed the transfer train and had to wait 6 mins again for the next. totally retarded. why my slow eating speed ? cause i went pass macs to grab a bite, it took like 2 mins to get my d.cheeseburger! just the burger! and they call that fast food ? its slow like crap. but anyway at the macs i saw that girl again, seen her at macs like twice or something already, and why would i remember ? cause shes so pretty! (:

anyway work, omg so tiring, seriously. quite a lot of new faces, some new thingys there like the lockers, shu hui said that was implemented after someone lost money. but anyway lucky i met all of them at th taxi stand while waiting for the bus, which i missed the previous one thanks to all the delay. a msg from soonheng to laoda saved me 1/2 hr worth of pay, then later on i shared locker with shu hui, thanks ar ! cause later on she work OT and had to go back t th office there unlock so i could get my bag, thanks (:

but its quite fun there, at 7+ i was hungry again, but by the end of the function.. im quite full !! hahahahah. the food koping pro (: i walk so slow still, had to stuff tissue into my socks, around my heels coz the skin came off and its bleeding a bit, irritating! then my partner .. wish she could understand english better, the first time i worked with her was a tragedy, like .. seriously bad, got scolded like mad coz she was a newcomer then. but the drink server, quite fun, soon heng's friend, a newcomer. shes like super free coz she just walk around see see.. omg the life of newcomer is so good. and this batch even had training! i remember my first time working, its erm .. already 1 person to 1 table, then was also my first time holding a round tray, oval tray and portioning. and my first time working, my first ever order of red wine, spilled on the carpet at the foyer, omg! no training = like that (: but anyway eugene seems to scam junying(i think thats her name, that newcomer) alot hahah ! she actually believed he's 27 yrs old, year 5, and that i'm yaer 4.1? lol! omg seriously funny. when eugene told her that info, i was laughing, she ask why im laughing like that, then eugene said "he's laughing cause he know the truth" omg seriously retarded.

hmm next sat is a vip function, long tables serving, aka harry potter style. weileong wanna call caroli to work, somehow i want to. around this time last year was the first time i talked to caroli, it was the same format too, long tables. i was runner for jasselyn and caroli was at th other table, at th end of th function she found out that i'm a freshie and caroli is my gl, but she doesnt know me coz she only went to foc. anyway that was also the "best freshie" event where we got caught snacking at the foyer .. seriously retarded! for more info, look at my posts 1 year ago, NAH. ehh now i miss caroli ): jeez~


thinking about next sunday .. heeh cui de (:

Friday, June 19, 2009

the final week of holidays .. well there theres only two weeks. time passed slow, very slow, at the start of the week. as for yesterday, i finally left the house to play (:

mark called me the day before and bla bla bla, and i agreed since yesterday is the only day left, friday he not free, saturday i not free, so yeah. as usual ethan came too. so there it is, going to dhoby to play lan again. hahah i was late but same as mark, ethan worse. met alvin on th way to th mrt station, then later talk crap with him until his girlfriend came onto the train. anyway we all alighted at dhoby, alvin and girlfriend is going to vivo, and we're going to play lan.

walk over to parklane, ethan just got on th bus t mrt .. wth so we played first. jeez. left4dead is such a stupid game, play until sian already. anyway for that hour we played the special map until ethan came then we play other things. tried playing warcraft melee maps but got owned totally by easy AI.. omg and we tried command and conquer again, ethan's comp cannot make it. jeez. anyway we played blackshot, i suggested cs but just nice blackshot there is patched. quite interesting, the game that is, and i rock ! hahahahahah!

as usual, tau huay after playing, its just so nice la ! and filling too. but i think i ate too much, felt like puking afterwards hahah. so we went around to slack, walked to cathay, go up and down, enter the shops and look around. but, i found the entire collection of YUI's albums o.o andand another had loads of nice songs, omg. cool! temping. on the way back at the entrace there, i dont know why some people are just so dumb, if she diddnt cover her eyes and smile like that stupidly, i'd have never noticed, its some old friends back from secondary school, though i couldnt recognise the one covering her eyes, hey its hard to tell in just a split second but i was quite sure the one who walked by me is jia li. as galston said, after sec sch she kept her hair longer and yeah it looks relatively nicer. but im still thinking who was that idiot covering the eyes, coz it looked like .. claire ? but shes tall, like .. my height ? eh. who cares ! hahahah.

when i reached home i downloaded blackshot and EXTEEL ! omg its so fun, i played exteel for the entire night till morning, slept only when the sun started to rise. addictive! wham bam slash boom !

Sunday, June 14, 2009

airport! overnight there, kinda dumb, actually very retarded hahahah.

chenchao went back to his home province and will only be back for 2 weeks later ): but anyway mark and i sent him off at the airport, his flight was at 2am, so .. yeah overnight there till morning then go home. took some pictures but im damn lazy to load it now.

we played basketball in the afternoon, well mostly they played while i slept at the bench, not enough sleep recently la. sleep sleep sleep then later bunch of other people come in then we played match until it rained. we slacked awhile before going to eat dinner. after dinner mark and i went over to chenchao friend's house while he was at home preping, i took a shower there and changed into my jeans, then later we watched Friday The 13th since we still have free time. the movie is kinad stupid la hahah! we're like saying, who'll die first ? lol.

went over at 9.30 or so, reach at 11 or so, then slack and eat er .. dinner again ? hahahhah. theres a fast food restaurant there called popeyes, quite nice, but i prefer kfc. its just that we were lazy to walk over to the next terminal since chenchao's flight is at T1. after chenchao pass tru the gate, mark and i went around the airtport to slack, i slept at T3 viewing mall, outside T3 skytrain, and near T3 entrance the uber large corridor. airport is a nice place to sleep at. hahah!


thinking of ...

Friday, June 12, 2009

omg! early in the morning 2am, lawrance msn me, want supper ? then he came to fetch me on his bike, OMG LA WTH DAMN SCARY LA! first time ride on bike, he suddenly pump the accelerator and its like im falling back. omg freaking scary ! i was like cursing and swearing everything possible lol ! butbut its damn exciting hahahhah! anyway we ate at yishun there, first time eat there, since i rarely eat at yishun, quite nice la. both of us drank 3 cups of water chestnut juice each lol, never has it tasted so nice, coz the weather is so bloody hot. then on the way back there was this straight path OMG HE GO SPEED! freaking scary, he diddnt accelerate that fast but the feel of the wind pushing back is already damn scary. damn high. hahahhah. but nice experience ((:

anyway later in the morning, badminton @ khatib cc, quite tiring, my wrist couldnt handle too much of it. stupid lol its like "whoever can hit gareth scores 50 points" =.=" then in the end ETHAN HIT ME! WE SAME TEAM ! zzzz. retarded. we ate at macs after playing, talk kok till idontknowwhattime but later i went over to mark's place, kinda fell asleep there, too tired =.= wake up and .. dinner time already lol! gotta admit his mum cooks good, coz its just nice for the family, so i had instant noodles for dinner. later chiong back then we play warcraft, damn i keep losing. cant play and talk on the phone at the same time =x

chenchao will be away for 2 weeks ):

Thursday, June 11, 2009

gosh so tired. need more sleep. going out for 2 days, jeez tiring.

tuesday morning had to go out early and book the badminton court, mark called me in the morning to wake me up, but i went back to sleep right after that .. hahah ! then he call me again and scream at me =.="

later in the afternoon we go renew our passport, well me and ethan, mark's passport still has 2 years in it. so dumb so dumb, its so dumb, i was supposed to be the first to reach but i alight at the wrong station, supposedly lavender station but i got off at paya lebar station =.= got off and look around, omg wrong place. so stupid.

we went to bugis cause i wanted to buy .. this!(pictured below)

Monday, June 8, 2009

What if, you had a car accident, ends up in the hospital, dead. Having a out-of-body experience, you strike a deal with the death and you have 7 days to find 7 friends(previously you have zero friends cause you're the worst person on earth) to visit you when you will have another accident.

In these seven days, what will you do? How would you spend it ?

okay so this is a movie, just happened to come upon it on starhub channel 62. the acting sucks very badly, but the plot, somehow i like it.

so what did that guy do ? panic duh. he has no friends and in 7 days somehow he has to find 7 friends, possible ? odd.

okay i sidetracked, watched tv and went to buy lunch eat and play warcraft and now its like 2 hrs gap

but anyways he went to a EQ school, its then i realized, that many people have problems in their own ways, but .. after that long break i took, i cant remember exactly why i liked the show in the end .. hahah ! but .. counting friends who really care, how many do you(yes you, the one reading this) have ? made me think .. and again, i thought of one specific person. ehhhhh?

but anyways, when i went to buy lunch, today had a clear blue sky, bright sun and cooling summer winds, aint that just awesome ? i stood under my block for an extra minute, staring at the sky, and feeling the breeze, why cant life be that simple =x


To that person who confessed through an sms: you're cool man, i don't think i'll ever confess =x
To that person who was confessed to: i'm still wondering how you feel (: my first relationship got there cause i was confessed to hahahh !

you young people, enjoy your life ! (:

Sunday, June 7, 2009

so its all better with some good ol' bloggin and a whole morning sleep (: my dumb hard drive seems dying but .. who cares, the main drive is working perfectly, for now .

i wanna watch transformers ! i forgot when its gonna release, but i wanna watch it ! oh and i wanna watch gundam 00 the movie ! which releases next year though =x i wonder what new gundam series would come out next..

its been a lazy day, first thing i woke up, dota =.= retarded eh. speaking about sleeping, it was so weird ! my sis was sleeping on my bed again, i was watching gundam 00 until 2+ where i dont know when i fell asleep with my comp on, but i woke up sleeping on my bed, wasnt my sis occupying it ? weirdddddd.

oh and my other sis, the one that fell asleep on my bed is 5 and this one is 12, tried cooking, and her cooking sucks, it just suddenly reminds me of Fatin. literally Fried Rice. hahahah!

Disney Channel Rocks ! (:

Saturday, June 6, 2009

of all times for my comp to have problems. my hard drive failed, i had to fully format it, losing all my songs, all my manga and anime too. just when i want to listen to this specific song. what a life.

downloading spree coming soon.


get well soon grace (:




so i tossed coins to decide where should i blog this.

i hate this. ever since i first experienced it around .. 3 years ago, it has always been a problem.

for once in a very long time, ive lost this much appetite. hated doing anything at all. i tried avoiding this, made the effort to stay far away from it, but its just inevitable.

the day sucked, it wouldnt go away, lie down on my bed and stared at the clear blue sky to relieve some pain, for reasons unknown staring at the sky helps me the best, but i got sicked of it, that aint no cure. stared till the clouds turn blood red, cause my eyes are looking at bright things for too long. but it doesnt really matter.

of all times for this to come back, why now. i tried so hard, ran so far, why.


much to say, but not here.




in a blink of an eye, a term has passed. so many memorable times, so many things left undone. it all ended with a BANG! at zhalet (:

wake up 6+ in the morning, go to school and tried mugging, only end up with a very bad headache, severe loss of appetite, some dizziness and .. nausea. and the paper .. i am so dead. so that was the last paper of term one.

met fatin and sajiv at the library, later sajiv went off to make his project submission, then fatin and i were doing stupid things at the library, playing neopets. its "omg its so stupid but its so fun" thing. very retarded but very thrilling too. play play play until i got hungry again, ate at biz park and had fatin complain that i eat extremely slow. but anyway, since we're supposed to go there after 4, we went to watch ratatouille at library, she got the idea after seeing my restaurant city where my restaurant's name is Ratatouille. i still like that movie alot (:

going over to the chalet, okay seriously it was quite boring cause theres not much space to do things, we're like intruding into the space used by the other chalets cause theres just too many of us, but they're not using anyways. cards are the main deal, then followed by chit-chatting. late at night we cant make too much noise, so its like we played those silent games, which are so damn dumb but so fun ! jeez i so wanted to sleep but .. some people just wont let me =.= supper at macs, talk to like 4am or so then i just take a nap at the bench and .. in the end i slept for an hour or so ? hahah. so tired. went back at 6+ and .. now im posting while waiting for my hair to dry (:


Gareth is feeling very uncertain.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

watching Transformers 2am in the morning with headphones to full blast is awesome ! the loud sound effects rocks (: though the video quality aint too good its hd but its online streaming, kinda have a limit but its nice enough (:

then came a though, wont it be cool to have a life like that ? provided i dont die halfway in the thingy.. hahah! and some parts were .. nice la ! like when starscream suddenly attacked them at mission city, after the explosion there was this "heavenly lights-like" event where they reach out for each other, omg so cool. then she said "No matter what happens, I'm really glad I got in that car with you" which is following whats said from this line, which is so cool ! "Fifty years from now, when you're looking back at your life, don't you want to be able to say you had the guts to get in the car?"

cant wait for the next Revenge of The Fallen to release .. omg !

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

jeez dozed off last night again .. cant blame i only had 2 hours sleep previously.

anyway it felt so bad ! i accidentally stepped on a tiny bird and i think i killed it .. the bird was struggling on the ground and .. there was like some blood under the wing .. omg. well i diddnt exactly step on it, cause if i did all thats left would be a mess of blood .. before my feet impact, i felt something and jumped, it did squeeze th bird abit and there was a cherp sound. omg. i stare and walked away quickly after that, diddnt want to be retarded to stare at some bird on the ground =.=

jeez .. i can still feel that little squishy feeling under my feet. omg.

damn sleepy