Thursday, January 29, 2009

hmm i took MC!

so tired, even after sleeping like 10 hours. jeez. wake up, go see doc with my hair still standing lol! its like i register at 2.47, left at 4.01 .. jeez. should have brought my earpiece! like 1 hour of waiting jeez. hahahs was msging gibson while waiting for my turn. jeez it was so boring waiting!

went t school later t watch some french movie with candice, erwin and sabrina. i find it quite nice, abit freaky but funny x) that old lady hahah! was scary when the lecturer came to check the tickets cause im not from french cds, but it was nice(:

after that erwin sab and i went to eat at KFC just opposite school, candice went home for i-cant-remember so erm we all ate that dunno what meal that cost 5.50 and woah first time eating kfc chilli and its really nice! been years since i last ate kfc drumstick i think.. nice (: walked t bus stop then later take bus with sabrina t sengkang, kinda diddnt want t go home early, expecting something bad to happen so erm. jeez. but anyway i saw janice from th bus! kinda took window seat and saw her at th bus stop hahah. then talk crap with sab until sengkang, lol ! pokemon, power rangers hahah.

still tired after sleeping 10 hours.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

omg tired day! diddnt sleep last night then its like this morning chiong to school at 7am or so then reach school at like 8.05 LOL! thought i could faster do finish the final touches to my web pages this morning but the stupid lab tech is like late la and jeez in th end slack outside th lab chat n listen music n eat n bla bla bla. there wasnt presentation but there was some briefing, completing the final touches to it and yeah thats most of it.

later on, ate lunch with xinya @ ITAS then go over for CG then just nice after that go t library meet up. lol! AngPeiShiRebecca also there. anyway was like keep walking around, trying not to doze off, which i eventually did when i wrote our presentation script, i dozed off and daze there for like 5 mins O.O" hahah ! anyway we were late for th presentation, went t wrong LT also. and the presentation, omg dont say already. i cant do presentations!! die =X at most can answer the craps that th teacher bomb hahah.

met cheston, huda and prsicilla outside at th concourse level later, then chat abit and i accompany cheston go to the NE thingy which i just dozed off halfway through LOL! then .. erm .. met erwin on th way out and then accompany him go slack, while walking t mensa, met apple, fion, fungyong, huiqi and xiuzhen @ mushie. lol that cui de wear until so cui. anyway walk walk den see rebecca again LOL. then later at mensa, sabrina came too and slack. i eat super slow la! then later a bunch of SU ppl all come down t mensa and its like sab and i went "huh is that bernita?" LOL cause we both heard her voice but we dont see her.

but anyway, wait at mushie later for another friend t come then go opposite school, sab's turn to eat lol. met amos there hahah. weiguang got lost = .= then erm ..


seriously now at 2.31am, i really have no mood to blog. i just do a summery.

met graceLin at the bus stop, went back with her, walk with her t th junction there, struggle back home, get some bad news, get super pissed off by some stuff, chilled by someone, irritated by something. alot of things.


seriously i think im horrible, i cant do anything to improve it. i feel very bad of myself.
things are just slowly breaking apart, i dont feel it anymore.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

ah earlier tday, it wasnt so good, family stuff. anyway went t visit my gramps, then after that it seemed abit early so i went along with my bro and sis t go visit my aunt, but kinda got lost at jurong hahah! its like we took a 2 min cab t my aunt's block that cost like .. less den 5 bucks? anyway, ate abit there, chat chat chat then.. ah need t rush off already! its been so long since ive last met my aunt.

ok rush ! take train then .. after i got michelle's adress its like walk out, i saw the whatever drive and an arrow pointing, i walk towards that direction, omg no clue. so in th end i take cab again .. hahah ! okay its actually quite cheap, except that the uncle got lost and we went all around that area, why cant her block just be in numbers only? its so hard to find!

so anyway, was quite fun(: playing and all, so long since ive last played with those exploding bags with sodium bicarbonate and vinegar. quite fun (: later we went down t th playground the the most stupid thing that happened was that i was chased by 4 kids with water bombs! lucky their aiming sucks, ran like freak and still stayed dry (: but seriously its tiring, damn i need more stamina. and after a little rest, i joined them in playing catching @ the playground! simple rules, catcher cannot touch the black metal floor of th playground but can climb, player cannot touch ground. heeh i caught kc in less den 10 sec after i join (: yc damn zai la ! he caught everyone with shoes on ! i cant climb with shoes on ..

so anyway, we played truth or dare later! first round with the can, second round onwards are all using cards, pick a card and whoever gets that card forfeit. heeh im so good at sabo! its like every question i ask is actually from the Truth or Dare Challenge from Chick vs. Dick! HAHAHA!! its damn funny la! andand the other forfeits .. OMG L O L ! kc damn suay, then farhan and yc .. OMG HILARIOUS! okay anyway the final forfeit, double card, as usual i take my card last, then its 8 and 9 or something, bernita got 1 of it then i see everyone else, O M G NOOOOOOOOO!! damn i thought i'd never get a forfeit! in my game style! damn. lucky, its TRUTH!! a dare challenge with her .. omg how can i do sth t my twin ! so anyway, it wasnt that bad, everyone went off after that, went back t michelle's house, bid farewell and stuff, then th rest of them went t compass point, i stayed with jason and deon t play blackjack, win abit hahah, in th end all of my winnings went t th taxi back. and omg my bad throat got worse due to th screaming when i was having my cards.. shit presentation tomorrow! jeez.

hmm, Sabrina, cheer up! even though its futile t just ask you t do that, but, eh i dont really know what t say. but hope everything will get better (: all of us will always be there for you! andand bernita seems like your big sis hahah, even though shes younger than you. take care ! (:



seriously the luck, and all the wrong moves ive made recently, this really sucks. not thinking, but i cant run away forever, but there are some things, i dont wanna lose.

Monday, January 26, 2009

i diddnt go to visit my relatives today, due to come family conflicts. everyone hates my mum. its troublesome, because she is so persistent and irritating. someone who is mentally distorted and selfish to the core. lets not talk about it.

my mind has been very much occupied lately, but im not gonna speak it out here. everything, has just sucked. well almost everything, there are still some good times still.



i wanna run, to a place, far far away.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

hmm reunion dinner! its been like exactly a year since i last met my relatives? heeh. jeez my mum .. irritating. dont wanna talk about it hahah.

the dinner was at .. boon keng! its like when i reach there i saw th street sign .. then heeh? im so close t school hahah ! oh and i found out, boon keng is like 2 streets away from where twin lives. jeez i should have dressed better, its like i was so lazy when i was going out! go eat reunion dinner with a plain white tee, jeans and slippers. omg.

hmm .. Happy Lunar New Year to everyone (:




it started out as a boring lunar new year eve morning
and developed into a very very bad day.

one of the worse quarrels my parents made in record.
an innerworld earthquake resulted, again.

i dont feel like blogging here.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

this is the worst headache i have this whole week. its like feeling damn tired and after i wake up i feel tired still, take a shower, feeling damn weak and numb since then and i cant concentrate my mind at all, bloody headache.

this sucks.

Friday, January 23, 2009

hmm i had my haircut! andand FREAK MY HAIR IS SO SHORT!!!!!!! totally CMI.

anyway after that i went t school t meet up with them, waited awhile for the fantong to come. then we make our way t tm there and erm .. walk t open plaza t meet th other 2 (: had our dinner, i spent 5 bucks on hokken mee, but its nice (: after eating, sajiv yujuan and farah starter camhoring lol ! was damn funny sia. oh aaron came later, and .. we slacked and all, later they all went t play the spinning thing, crazy twin go sit on it for soooo long !! she felt like puking and couldnt stand straight = .= anyway i took bus 39 from near kerensa's place again, omg the stars there are so nice !! the bus stop is beside this super big empty field that hardly has any lights, so the stars are sooo clear !!


i like listening t twin's stories hahah




i noticed something, a little choice brings a big difference.
what would be my next choice?

Thursday, January 22, 2009

headache. lab test first thing in the afternoon, die. i cant remember how to set html parameters. the entire test considered dead already. then i had extended break at the library doing crap, and heeh i met fitri and we ate dinner (:

maths then 4 hours of lab, jeez. very very frustrating !! like **** keep getting errors and .. **** the teacher = stress. plus .. OMG LA messenger has became irritating. eh sry weiguang, was super super pissed off with the dumb error just now. ps.

presentations x2 next wed
submission next thurs
haircut not yet coming
alot of other work
troubled.


hmmm i think twin is really pretty

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

ah unlucky morning! bad headache, so cold and there was this really bad traffic jam! jeez.

anyway boring lab class, met janice phua and fiona during lunch time and we ate at biz park. then later go library do a lil bit of work before i dozed off hahah. we continued at the library after the tutorial then heeh i doze off again! 3 hours of sleep isnt enough for a gareth! jeez in th end go back at like 7+ then erm .. damn headache. cant even sleep on bus thanks to the headache.

hmm met sze han's friend and somehow we just chat alot without knowing each others' name x)
i dont like my proj mates, its like whats more impt ? a web appt which can be done so easily or a submission in 2 hours time?
ee ming's "prettiest girl in class" friend looks very familiar, surely seen her before somewhere.

hmmm pretty twin is attracting alot of guys attention ! hahah !

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

headache.. had this all day.

took MC! woke up this morning and my eyes totally hurt, actually i fell asleep last night and woke up cause my crazy mum is making so much noise again. but my eyes hurt, went back t sleep and missed lab test.. anyway later at like 6 i went t crash french lecture with naiking and weiguang. was funny coz when i went in, i sat like in front of ruth O.o and she was studying for her test later instead of listening t her lecture. anyway she left halfway with her friends, i looked behind coz .. when a group of people suddenly leave a lecture halfway, you'll look behind right? okay so after turning back, i saw .. beverly! apparantly she was also looking at them and we saw each other and just laughed. she had test later, and i supposed to have a proj meeting(same as sunday, cancelled) and .. oh, i usually attend psychology lecture with bev so erm, yeah, thats the ironic part! we'll be going for th lecture on thurs instead. hahah anyway weird things, we werent sitting that far apart, closer than where sajiv is sitting, and we're like sms-ing lol ! okay its out of talking distance. hahah jiaying is sad that she diddnt attend th lecture tday, coz bev was there too ! usually we'd be in psych lecture.


problems*problems+headache+datelines = more headache + agony.
and right now, i dont have time t settle matters of th heart.

Monday, January 19, 2009

jeez flu .. and bad throat .. sucks. morning so suay already, thanks to a stupid slow bus, and another that was like .. came after 20 ~ 30 mins of waiting, i was late for class, feeling very numb, cold and tired. so i went t library t sleep, till like 12 when some asshole go sleep on th couch beside mine with his shoes off, those formal shoes btw, and it was .. OMG! my nose got injured in the process.

met cherie t pass her th money, met erwin at th library, then seb, then .. erm dinner @ design, i just ate there like 2 hours before that.. jeez. went t lounge, then thought of going back, asked vivian what should i do, answer : toss a coin. heads, go help out. omg my legs hurt, and it was so cold with my jacket off! i hate this flu. watched volleyball later, then went back early.



project DEADlines, family problems, upcomming events, personal problems, acadamic problems.
jeez life is so troublesome.

damn this flu.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

hmm i think i post alot .. yeah.


dont wanna let cha know whose blog i was viewing, and yeah im bored and watching the earlier episodes of bleach which i liked alot (:

it doesnt really seem very good ..

Friday, January 16, 2009

oh i just noticed i have 200 post already. cool.

i had a dream, something like the runaway trip by manaka and nishino, just that .. its me! kinda weird .. cause the girl portrayed is erm .. dearest? hahah weird. and another day have passed without much of those thoughts (: reading manga and watching anime all day round.

thinking of .. fireworks! like fireworks, they appear in a sudden, then dissapear in a sudden, but they leave behind.. a memory in my heart.



i want my hair cut.





School & Work. jeez.


i spent a day at work, kept me too busy to think of You. i spent a day without you in my head (:
but right now when i close my eyes, pictures keep flashing pass .. i miss you.

i looked upon the stars tonight, from the dark streets en route home, it was so beautiful, i wish you were there.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

A dream. i had a dream of a memory not that long ago, where everything was just .. so perfect. i miss all those.
i wanna turn back time

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Zetten AGM! was great.



Sorry i dont feel like blogging here, moving on.
before, more like everything, it wasnt of my choice.





over the night, i've made up my mind (:




omg alot of stuff happened tday!

like .. going to ikea for dinner! omg it was awesome (: talk shit and laugh all those .. hahahs ! so anyway, we had fun until like 10+ then go back (: and im lazy or dont feel like posting the pictures right now.




Things hasnt been good lately, it just sucked totally. there are some things that are never meant to be..
i dont know .. who am i really loving now..
There are some feelings, i cannnot have.

Monday, January 12, 2009

omg tired! COM PROG MADNESS!!

its like lunch time help them with com prog then later go for class, aft class slack awhile at library, where i met cheston there. couldnt watch anime coz SHITTY LAG!! but anyway after that i went for class again which was v short den go back library slack.

helped glenn with his flowchart while chatting n playing facebook. then after that we chat n walk t th bus stop at around 8. reach khatib and go macs eat first, den eating halfway benson reach. just nice almost eat finish anyway. in th end we chat chat chat and i write and explain the flowchart till like 11+, walk and chat then reach home at like 12. damn tired !!

but seriously it was damn fun chatting so much (:
hmm. cheerup twin! (:




I dont wanna feel that for You.




been reading, again. more like continuing from where i left off. ( click t enlarge )

its from chapters 122 to 125 of ichigo 100, i really like this story, my favorite actually.

its really very nice. but somehow .. its a spike to my heart too. somehow. i still love it. ironic?



i am thinking of two persons right now..

Sunday, January 11, 2009

met up with erwin, weiguang and twin tday(: twin do her work, i help weiguang and erwin with their comprog, though its mostly erwin, coz i dunno how t explain a flowchart t weiguang..

poor erwin waited at macs for like 1 hour, weiguang reach like 15 mins before us, twin .. late for like 30 mins i guess, but we walked over to the macs so it took some time.

no plug!! stubborn thing, couldnt find plug in macs & starbucks, so went over t library and .. so full!! kids corner, found some lil space for us to do work. heeh twin got quite pissed off doing that design stuff hahah, its like too troublesome. and we found out that erwin and weiguang dont pay attention in class!! waahahah. like as if i do also HAHAH!!

anyway dinner @ TM, awesome!! that chicken rice thing, omg its taste like satay!! damn nice la! hmm i found out that we have .. quite common eating habits hahah.



over the next few days .. i have some stuff in my mind i need to clear..




Diddnt really feel like blogging much. so, erm, yeah.


woke up rather early,
met vivian on bus to school.
helped out with balloons
ran to pass cheston glenn's papers
ate lunch at CEN clubroom
went to get iguides for mass dance. late eventually. ran like shit.
ran to find ches and friends to help them with their proj right after debrief.
ran back to lounge to find twin and eat a little bit, not much appetite.
patrol around during jam and hop.
almost got into a fight with some shitass smokers.
diddnt feel like dancing mass dance at all. danced anyway with alvin for the sake for it.
dead tired and missed the last bus actually.
sajiv took cab and dropped me off at pasir ris with bus 39, thanks.
currently not feeling good.


I think I have made my decision.

Friday, January 9, 2009

OPEN HOUSE!!!

Hi! Welcome to TPSU! (:

diddnt really help out on day 1, cause i was wearing shorts and slippers (as opposed to jeans and shoes for events) then .. like go around and later we met up for dinner since all of us are in school anyway.


day2:
diddnt really feel like going cause its like tired and not feeling good inside. coz while telling twin, i was like thinking back also and i dont really like those memories =X and the day really diddnt go too well. though the last min dinner was fun! (: its like twin ask me, should we make dinner into a zetten thing? then i just went okay with it. so those that were in school came.. omg it was so much fun !! x)

oh yah and we did alot of walk-abouts .. and one of them i was at biz school with twin, shawn and hmm a few others including fion, then at the entrance there was like talking with the bguides then thse 2 girls suddenly ask me "Do you remember us?" and i was like stare, think very long, then "erm .. Nope." then they said "Amara sanctury" then OMG wah they actually recognise me ?! shocked totally hahah. work with them like 1 day only sia and they looked alot diff also.








cheer up twin! you're thinking too much =X things will be better soon!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

heeh venos outing was so fun (: but i dont feel like blogging now cause my retarded mum just irritated the heck out of me. she belongs in IMH.




heeh i fell asleep right after i just sat on my bed O.O"

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

zetten dinner! okay im too sleepy to post much .. it was fun (: hahahs we watched soccer then later played ice and water, super tiring though. damn tired to blog now .. its actually 4am (: and i cant remember well when im sleepy!

Monday, January 5, 2009

unlucky ):

i woke up on time, like so miracle! then later i correctly guessed the bus at the bus stop and that it'll leave th moment i reach there. thats ... so weird! that moment i knew that i'll have bad luck.

missed 2 busses, then when i board i missed getting a seat .. like .. there were so many seats!(people too though). then later traffic jam.. okay changed to 23, red lights at every single junction! okay in the end i reach like 1 min late for lab test.. jeez later i chat abit with cas outside the lab then went to library to sleep =.= around 4 hours hahah. jeez unlucky things happened alot today. lazy talk about them now at 4am..

been reading my fav manga again ! ichigo100%. a person kinda reflects on my mind when i read it though .. especially the part of tsukasa (:



oh yes. candit shot at the bus stop!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

work today! i was a little late and my hair pins keep coming off (usually my hair would be too long to work at places like amara) but anyway, there are two people today who looked very much different! first is geraldine, diddnt take picture, but its like .. omg the secretary ?! shes only 16! hahah i said that she become the one doing cause shes the one who look least singaporean. anyway the other is janice huay! (pictured below)




okay it was super tiring .. not used after not working for so long!!


jeez im missing That Particular Girl right now ..

Friday, January 2, 2009

Thursday, January 1, 2009

2009!

okay before that, the last day of 2008!

dinner @ Sketches, our personalized pasta! (pizza for sebrina who doesnt like pasta), awesome(:

walking to padang! troublesome =X

sitting there for 1 hour! boredom ):

WATCHING FIREWORKS WITH EVERYONE! SPEECHLESS!! (:

the misadventures of 3 suay guys, funny (:



How i wish i could watch fireworks with You =x