Friday, October 31, 2008

jeez really bad memory recently .. i'll try t remember what happened these 2 days .. yesterday's 3 hr class, after that er .. met jinye then .. sent her t library then i cant remember everything else already hahah! oh yah jieqi took mc.

then tday .. went t sch 2 or so, met steph at th interchange there, sat for a 30 min er .. briefing or something la. then .. oh i wanted a new jacket, walked around TM and CS and couldnt find a jacket t my liking. er .. oh yah met pris at er .. tm there. took me .5 sec to think who that familiar face is haha. omg im having problems recognising people =X

er. . best sry i couldnt wake up for the 9am lecture .. sry sry



feels numb inside my skull =.=

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

sleepy day, waking up at 8am! then reach class at 9.17(lab comp time) but wasnt marked late anyway. its weird, stuck with xinya for like .. th entire day ? after our first lab class, we had like 3 hrs break cause the class in between was empty. go biz sch eat, then go library and found that all dvd players are already in use, then play the comp there t find out that IT LAGS SO BADLY so in th end i just slept for an hour plus.

psychology class, jeez why must i do presentation! i hate presentations, cause i just suck in it, serious stage fright. my group memebers wouldnt believe me cause i was like crapping alot, doesnt seem t have th possibility of stage fright, but there they see it, i went blank alot of times hahah! anyway weird topic, teenage pregnancy, and link it to the topics in psychology. jeez.

after class, i met xinya and tianshu at th bus stop and since i have nothing t do and i want t eat dinner too, the 3 of us went tgether t city hall where tianshu had an interview for part time job at TCC then we went t bugis t eat. well on th way back, once again, spot a beverly. if you see a rather familiar face of a pretty girl with semi permed hair holding hands with a guy whom seem familiar cause its the girl's msn display picture, look again and you might find out something. its my first time seeing them together anyway.

okay anyway we ate at th foodcourt at bugis, then we walked around and found some really nice clothing, but the price tag, very nice too.. i want that shirt! nxt time hahah .. went t bugis street where i started t have a stomachache(happens after almost every meal) and jeez WHERE IS THE FREAKING TOILET?! i walked one BIG round cause th toilet entrance is blocked at 1 side and only at the return route will you see th entrance =.=" and the toilet .. digusting. took mrt back after that. hmm saw duke's email, almost puked, its totally gross! omg .. thinking about it makes me feel like puking again ..

okay back to watching Hot Shot!



heyheys JinYe! JIA YOU! maths sucks, so good luck for th paper! clear this week and it'll be slacky days after that (: gambatte!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Miracle day, Again?

it started with a bad morning, me spacing out while walking to th bus stop, crossing th road i suddently wake up and find a taxi reversing infront of me, shocked me hahah. i was really not me this morning.

the boring bus, alighting to find bus 23 leaving the interchange, so i walk over t th other bus stop, thinking of boarding there, but in the end, this weird day, i met janice huay there! ah huay ah late again =X she wanted t take cab, so i take with her, its like her class at 9.30, its 9.40 already, and the class ends at 10. if its me i'll skip that class.. anyway she insisted on paying for th cab fare cause she asked me t get on too, so she said that i can repay her by treating her a meal, so .. a meal then!

its weird at class, my group, it seems that none of them at that good with computers, while i grew up with one. so next week's test, it'll all be on me for th group.. hahah. i slowly take my time t go buy snack and a drink then walk over t mushroom t wait for xinhui(ccm). then .. there was this group of students making a video there, and then shawn walk by and they failed t pull him in, and later they walk around mushroom ask ppl t help out, jeez its so hard to turn down people =X its like i just pretend to walk normally, then that guy will walk up t me, walk with me and mimic me. i ate my sanwich and he ate some leafs from th bush there hahah! then later at the second shot, he said like scratch my hair or something, so i scratch and flick my fringe away, he just copy everything hahah! so after that, i go back t where i was and continue eating.

so this time, they were shooting another part, doing some dumb pose and again, they ask for help .. i prefer being the director, cause acting with a pretty girl whos like .. doing those whatever actions is like .. weird feeling! anyway glad that was over .. hahah! xin hui finally came after all that =.=" i finished eating already hahah. went t th library with her and kah cheong, vivian and zhiying was there too, they went t change into formal dressing for presentation after that. looks kinda weird hahah. anyway they had t go for class and i went t 4th floor t sleep (:

programming class was rather simple tday, and i had time t activate my new student mail and check my email too. i laughed loudly in class after seeing that email! lucky class was just dimissed, early though. best you need t sleep properly la! anyway, right after that we had a funny tutorial of ploblem solving thingy. the topic we had t brainstorm on: What makes a creative person? and then watch video and try out some questions. was like .. okay its creative but RETARDED. after that class i had t rush over to lecture .. damn books so heavy! and on th way i met shawn, who said that he saw me like everywhere tday hahah, then sophia, whom i couldnt recognise at first.

so, psychology lecture! was like chiong over, ask bev which LT, go in and got shocked totally by the number of people there! maybe cause monday diddnt had lecture. anyway, how to spot a beverly? msg her asking where she is, and spot for a girl with semi permed hair taking up her white coloured phone, and thats a beverly. hahah as usual she has snacks! the class was about learning and it was .. a bit complicated, well to explain to people, its hard =X anyway, after lecture, bev lost track of me cause she was walking infront while i had t adjust my bag a little, stupid notes so soft. so its spot a beverly in a crowd! find a girl with semi permed hair, a relatively slim figure(i wonder how she keeps her figure when she has so much snacks). wasnt that hard hahah. walk t bus stop and squeeze up the crowded bus with her friend, and she got off with her friend, so i sat on th bus till near th interchange, since its bus 15.

the day doesnt end yet! i was hungry, so i went t th bakery shop at th interchange there, and just when i was about to pick something, my good-ol' classmates appeared. walk with them t TM and waited for hui min, took quite some time. later we went up cause hui min wanted t eat, and i went t long jon t tabao food, some new thing on th menu again. anyway after i order, kj suddently call me and say that they're at pasta mania =.=" got over and winwin accompany me go outside there eat. well there was darrance, jolene and liyan too. felt bad not finishing the final piece of fish =X but anyway later we all go off together. walk with liyan t th interchange and then at th 969 stand, i met jason lam! so long nv see him alr hahah, he was abit infront of the que, so we diddnt talk, get on bus and just as i was walking t the seat beside his, a lady sat there =.=" then we sigh and laughed x) slept th moment i sat down hahah!

a bad-turned-good day.

Monday, October 27, 2008

wait, first of all, Happy Birthday Zihan! almost forgot about his birthday, but thanks friendster birthday reminder! hmm zihan sure has a nice girlfriend: jie! (: its weird, havnt chat with her for a very very very long time andand tday evening, suddently a conversation pop out! she was actually worried or something hahah, so this is roughly how it went ..

⊱❤⊰ в a В у x ⊱❤⊰ [ i s ] [ b l u e ] says:
zhai.. can i ask u something
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
yes ?
⊱❤⊰ в a В у x ⊱❤⊰ [ i s ] [ b l u e ] says:
lets say you went all out to plan a bday surprise for ur gf.. then when it comes to ur bday she didnt do anything for you... llike on ur bday itself.. will u be angry
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
well it depends on the current conditions of me and her
⊱❤⊰ в a В у x ⊱❤⊰ [ i s ] [ b l u e ] says:
wat current conditions
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
like what kind of day i'm having, the location i'm at
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
if i know that she's busy on my birthday, or that she is away on my birthday, i dont really mind
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
cause its only a day we can spend some other day as long as we have each other
⊱❤⊰ в a В у x ⊱❤⊰ [ i s ] [ b l u e ] says:
lets say u been away for a week and just got back and its 2days to the bday
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
hmm, what i'll be doing or what i'll be expecting ?
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
i'll be expecting atleast a call (:
⊱❤⊰ в a В у x ⊱❤⊰ [ i s ] [ b l u e ] says:
k
G .N -Seventh Generation Knightmare says:
if its my birthday, i would really want t hear the voice of the girl i loved so dearly (: so a call would most likely do it hahah
⊱❤⊰ в a В у x ⊱❤⊰ [ i s ] [ b l u e ] says:
ok


jeez, so girls out there, this is what a guy would atleast want from his girlfriend (: but its really from my point of view, since i dont really know zihan that well..





Chocolates, I like chocolates, cause Chocolate is sweet (:





a bottle of coke, a box of dark chocolate(100%) and a bench in the middle of a path. that's where i was, sitting and trying to find some stars. stargazing sure makes me feel better, after blogging out all those harmful things, yeah its good. even though i still think alot, it feels better now.

maybe.. i want to live in this illusionary world of mine, abit longer .. though it hurts alot when i exit into reality.


i sure post alot. for all to know, my msn personal messages are actually the titles of my post.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Happy 21st Birthday Dexter

Thursday, October 23, 2008

wahaha. i skipped maths lecture in th morning, so i go t sch at 12+ and reach at 1 or so. attended that lecture before already, so diddnt bother and its like so early and after that dumb lecture, i have 2 hours of break!

so anyway, programming lecture n lab was quite okay, jeez 4 assignments t do in class! used so much of my brain trying t remember and get everything working together .. but anyway, i finished all 4! (: cas and i were th first t leave hahah. went t get th psychology notes, then went t bookstore and found xinhui there, talk talk then later she accompany me go eat, under her recomendation, i ate th chicken chop @ mensa2, i counted, theres only 15 fries! 12 normal and 3 tiny ones. hahah! anyway she said that i eat in a weird way, fries, salad, baked beans then chicken, and after all that then i drink th soup lol. so anyway, i got a deal off my psych textbook! buy from xinhui for 25 bucks instead of th usual 36 bucks. so anyway, we proceeded t engine sch soon after kah cheong come, they're going t TCA and just nice i need t go t tutorial, which i almost fell asleep hahah! in th end, no attendance was taken =.="

so at business sch, i was early and bored, while proceeding t cheers, i met shawn! omg so long nv see him liao, in th end chat for dunno hw long until my lecture start hahah! seems like he also know about th amara stuff thingy wadever shit and that xiuzhen is quite pissed off too.. but later i enter th LT, like .. couldnt find bev and yaseen andand then i found lijuan! seems like shes bev's classmate too. so almost fell asleep in th lecture hahah .. andand stress sia every week got quiz =X anyway, theres really very poor reception in there!

after th lecture, i found out that yaseen msg my old number .. hahah! andand waited awhile for beverly and then we go back. i think its th first time i chat with her ? hahah its like 7 or so, getting dark and th bus stop is SO CROWDED! and we just nice manage t get onto bus 8 (: for firs time chatting, we chat quite abit hahah, now i know why so many ppl like her, shes quite nice! and anyway, seems like she wna organise a venos outing @ night safari, venosians who actually read this, OUTING! (: so we'll see about it (: oh yah, thanks for th hello panda (:


yay its friday tomorrow!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

jeez woke up late! class at 9 and i woke up at 8:09am! seems like i dozed off after pressing off my alarm .. hahah! anyway it was like CHIONG AR!! and as i predicted, the long bus comes at 8.30 or so, reach interchange take cab to school and reach class just nice 9.15am (: and doze off in class after that. was a quick day, 2 hours of lab in th morning, half hour of CGINT, then i went t library to sleep hahah! it rained heavily and there was great winds too!

anyway, i had t wake up by 2, while proceeding t class i saw cheston and on th way there, its cheston again and with him .. this familiar face .. look awhile and .. oh yah huda or sth. jeez. reach class and it was th awkward silence! first psychology tutorial, a class of people i dont know .. actually theres my new classmate, which ive never spoken to hahah. and from entering the door, its hard t find a seat by myself since everyone took th corners n stuff .. and right infront there was an open seat, beside that classmate of mine, so that row of 7, there was 3 girls t my right, a spacing on my left and theres another girl there. weird hahah! thenthen later another girl came and sat there, so th entire row, im th only guy .. omg feels awkward sitting between pretty girls hahah! some little ice breaking, choosing of groups, erm .. some brief introduction and stuff. i grouped with 3 other girls, that classmate and 2 other. class ended at 3.35, 5 mins early.

kinda saw fitri at mushie with cheston,yanti and (at first i could not recognise) huiwen. talk abit and go back already. took bus 39, just cause i suddently felt like it, and i slept like a pig ! hahah! slept for th entire journey. a moderately fun day (:



i think im slowly forgetting those feelings for you, is that good or bad?

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

the day passed so slowly .. 10am class in the morning, i was gna snooze on my bed until 8.30 but in th end i was awakened when i replied my sms. so anyway, somehow th bus was quite crowded hahah. go there and omg .. im in a class with people ive never met before! andand i guessed correctly! they are year twos. 2 hour class and 1 hour lab of the same subject.. jeez. but lunch was next (: went t short circuit t eat coz cas was lazy t go elsewhere. almost fell asleep after eating hahah, bored and tired =X

went t our next lab there and th door wasnt locked, so i slept (: we're like so early lol! later class start and surprised, i told cas "eh this is th first time our teacher looks reasonably nice" hahah! first lesson was all about recap on the previous module. we proceed t th next class, at first it sucked coz i almost had t group with some retards from mechatronics. totally chilidsh even at the level of poly. but lucky, we formed out own groups! we were tasked with thinking of 3 problems, i went first with 3 stupid ones: "no money, no time, no girlfriend" hahah! stupid right ? come on joke a bit! its boring!

but after school, i ran into yong sheng they all again at th bus stop! went around tm, they had t buy watch for service, then later th girls go buy lipstick, yong sheng and i went t buy some snacks, in which in th end i bought alot .. then we go over t century square for dinner. at there i met my classmates hahah, they were going t watch butterfly lovers, and i tried very hard not t spoil for them, so i just kept laughing only hahah! later i fell asleep on th bus .. like very badly .. almost drop hahah!! somehow i always wake up just 1 stop before where i get off


i think im slowly forgetting it.. but somehow .. i dont want to let go before telling you everything.

Monday, October 20, 2008

first day of school! omg jeez! i actually went t sch like .. 25 mins early! andand its like nobody at all! so i went t bookstore and buy some fooscap then go back t th lab there n wait, and see who comes in and its all from th other class, then a girl enters th door and my first thought: "eh celine?!" then time frozed as i think and .. oh its that girl from th next class. big resemblence! but anyway, it seems that im gna be in zhenlin's class for that subject.. and theres only castillo! atlease lecture and the next class we're together hahah. adrian most poor thing, all class diff. anyway adrian, cas and i had lunch tgether @ biz park (: and there i saw er.. ee ming, nic, pris, sinyan, mich, er .. i think thats all. lol th previous time i saw mich.. before holiday? and pris .. ches' bbq? so long hahah. anyway after lunch we skip maths lect and slack at library, talk about super funny stuff about dota hahah!! totally retarded hahah! and after that we had webapp2, finally most of us are together! had fun (: but anyway cas and i skipped maths tut, diddnt want t wait 1 hr and have tut on a boring chapter we'hv learnt before .. so next ..

i met xinhui, samantha, yong sheng, kah cheong, vivian n zhiying at th bus stop! andand i was bored so went around with them, bought tako at TM basement, xinhui bought erm .. dunno whats that then later we went up t ajitsens ramen. i still dont like ajitsens hahah. ate some ramen with literally pork and vegtable, th veg sucked. we took quite alot of pictures! damn funny playing with burst mode, caught "moving" unglam pictures hahah! so after that, we watched th movie! Butterfly Lovers, seriously its funny! laughed a great deal, had some sad parts, and th ending .. funny but somehow lovely too. so erm .. thanks alot t you guys! really had alot of fun!

eh okay best .. i'll try not t skip classes! lectures make me sleep and that lecture .. "Now, the ground rules, no music players, laptops etc etc etc .. No Sleeping" and then my classmates and those from th nxt class too .. "Gareth!!" hahah! jeez =X but i still fell asleep in that lecture in th end hahah!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Goodbye.

The very last day, after today, everything changes. A new semester starts. When will we meet next? What kind of memories can we share in school? Will I ever get a good chance to say it?
Questions left unanswered.

I did a bad job of asking you out. It was bad enough trying to talk to you, having so much to say but just not heard by your ears. Will there be another time?
Words left unsaid.

I want you to know, that I like you, for the beauty of your smile, for the kindness in your words, for the concern in your actions and for the very person you are. There is so much more i want you to know, but how would I tell you, when I could not even reach you?
Feelings left untold.

To the unanswered, to the unsaid, to the untold, goodbye. Everything will change, from the day of the next minute.

Seriously I forgot what I wanted to type next. All those down thoughts were instantly washed off when you talked to me, well saying that you are late again, but I felt it again, the instant happiness that filled in with your mere presence. Will I lose that too?

Friendship is more certain than relationship, let us be friends forever?
and I'll be your best freshie forever.

How i wish i was born half a year earlier, and be in the same school as you. But that wouldn't be right, cause in that way, I would not have met you the way I had.


I will put everything into the hope that this post would be deleted before its scheduled release.
14/10/2008, 4:37PM.




after some little things, i said: "Forget about it."

Guess i'm going to spend the last day of holiday home alone. maybe tomorrow, all these dreams and illusions will be gone. maybe today, something nice would happen. i just wonder how will today be ..

my heart stood still for a moment, thinking of you, and as i blog this, all my feelings just suddenly fade away. i can take a step back, but i cant erase that footstep i made, friends still?


I hate waiting forever for you to reply, even knowing that you would never.
But I don't want you to end my call.
Living life without regrets is a dream, tomorrow, I would have another regret added.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

so tired! a sleepless night, work at 7am .. partner with a noob .. then work OT cause of insufficient staff .. omg! ended work at 5+ am =X

damn so tired! and there aint any macs(only breakfast) by th time i got there! but anyway, some things that happen, th usual laughter of jason n apple they all convercing hahah! then .. stupid apple! so cui de work at 7am, call her at 6am she so blur until i can barely hear her on my phone =.=" then hmm .. bought breakfast .. jeez then see xiuzhen .. so in th end i diddnt eat breakfast, th bread was taken by apple and xiuzhen. haix almost dropped while working upstairs hahah! im so sleepy now =X


wow for th first time ever, i cant get something off my mind even if i try..

and ehh?! i somehow accidentally gave best my blog password ..

Friday, October 17, 2008

jeez really not in a nice mood now. sigh sigh and more sighs =X but anyway, i went out tday (: its been quite some time since i last went out t play! met cheston, kenneth and queeny at city hall at 3+ and then we walk around t find some snacks, end up at marina square there. after snacking, we had alot of time left before dinner! so we went t th arcade first and played some game. jeez i got 2nd at the daytona. the final second cheston overtake me .. but anyway, we played pool after that! some super super funny shots hahah. its common for the white ball to fly out, but how about a colored ball? i shot it in and it rolled around th edge of th hole and flew out! what the .. that was my last ball! zz .. ah so anyway after that, we went looking for sakae sushi, dont know we walked how many rounds around there, kinda lost track hahah, and finally we found it after half an hour! (long eh?) andand there aint any buffet dinner at sakae marina, and th person there said that sakae suntec has, so we walked over. so its OMG I ATE SO MUCH! pictures !











my erm .. whats this? im sure its not soup .. its some steamed egg thing under th sauce..














prawn and tobiko sushi!














my handroll chosen by cheston .. soft shell crab .. eh ?













the most disgusting dish of th day! almost made me puke, lobster and egg roll, the lobster had this very very very very extremely heavy taste of wasabi .. crappish.













yeah my udon! it came super super late!











desert(: omg the peach thing on th right taste AWESOME!











and this? yeah its th amount of sushi i ate .. hahah!

so in total today i ate:
1 hand roll
11+ plates of sushi
1 bowl of erm .. soup/sauce/egg whatever thing thats v nice
3 pieces of desert
a bowl of udon
3 pieces of the not-nice-premium-sushi (just couldnt eat th 4th one down)
and a can of Qoo! (: well i drank 2 glasses of ice water though.


see Eileen? i dont eat little okay!


ah so queeny told us about this story about sakae at kovan, there was this kid who pointed t th wasabi and happily told his mum "mummy mummy i want kaya i want kaya!" hahaha! and eh .. cheston found out that i like Her(see the good thing about not having a tag board, u cant tag who i like! :) and your picts .. send t you on msn nxt time! jeez apple called me t work tmr at 7am =X so diddnt feel like working this week .. haix.



Best! i really feel like talking t you, but guess there wont be much time =X

Thursday, October 16, 2008

The days are drawing close, these holidays brought me some unforgettable memories, both happy and sad moments, but most of it all, something new in me. its coming to a close, how will it end?

once more ..







Once I wished that I'd have wings so that I could fly to the skies.
But .. Now I don't want that anymore, I don't want a sky without You.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Happy Birthday Celine & Umairah (:





side note:
i am doing it again, i shouldnt be.
i should be stopping.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

so i dozed off at 12am or so infront of my comp.. dad woke me up at 1+ and i off my comp and tried going t sleep, somehow i couldnt. when i lie down on my bed, my mind started t spawn thoughts of Her when i close my eyes.. so after quite some time of fruitless effort to sleep, i get up and on my comp again.

My mind has been filled with you,
My heart suffers the pain of not having you,
I know that I don't want to let go of this,
But I don't want to lose you, Friend.


I'm thinking too much again. I need some sleep.

Monday, October 13, 2008

i visited friendster tday, after such a period of absence. saw my daily horoscope :
"Things between you and a new cutie are just getting started, so don't rush things."
a new cutie .. my crush ? so i must not rush things .. okay! andand cutie.. shes pretty(:

but then i was tempted by the side advertisement of free compatibility, so i entered my name, birth date and that of the person i have a crush on .. and the results :
Caroli Yeo's Sun Trine Gareth Ng's Jupiter:

The two of you really enjoy each other's company! Gareth Ng has a great deal of confidence in Caroli Yeo and is able to see Caroli Yeo's best qualities. You are very encouraging and supportive of each other, helping each other to be more confident, open new doors, and advance and grow in both inner and outer ways. This positive note of good will and harmony is also invaluable in helping the two of you overcome differences in temperament and other stressful aspects of your relationship discussed elsewhere in this report.

Caroli Yeo's Sun Sextile Gareth Ng's Saturn:

If the two of you depend on each other to accomplish practical tasks and be responsible, mature, and dependable to each other (such as in a business relationship or employer-employee relationship), then you will find that this aspect of your relationship is excellent. You can trust each other to get the job done and focus on the essential tasks. You have good attention to detail and your are able to focus on the most important issues when you work together. There is a strong sense of mutual commitment and dedication to each other.

if we're lovers, then she'd be the one i'll trust the most.. but dreams dont usually become reality(i dreamt of us tgether this morning!) but let it be, i'm happy enough t be your friend(:


best, smile always! (:




omg so tired. trying t remember what happened ..

lets see .. saturday i worked at 5 and er .. i set alarm at 2 but i snooze until like 3 then rush out lol. but in th end i still reach rather early and had t wait for rolly, celine and eileen. so anyway it was a VIP event in "harry potter" style, long tables in a straight line, i was chosen t be runner =.=" the suckiest job! troublesome too! but anyway, i had quite some fun too hahah. worked OT after that, thinking that im not working on sunday .. but anyway its like i diddnt eat a proper meal for an entire day! near th end of th wedding dinner, Someone said something i hated the most and i sorta lost my mood and during supper time(we diddnt have time for dinner break), i went into th room, take th packet of food then rolly/eileen(forget who) said that celine so poor thing still outside. but anyway i diddnt have th mood t eat (i cant eat when im not in mood) and i just take a few bites without even touching th rice or anything else then throw away th crap and go out sub celine go in eat. so anyway it was my first time getting tips, seriously that doesnt cheer me up. i help th guest buy cigs and he pass me 20 bucks, i run t shutters there then come back down, pass him th packet of cig and when passing th change he just close my hand and push it down, kinda obvious hahah. the excitement of getting tips aint really that nice with contrast to my inner mood. but anyway we worked till 5am or so ..

heard that andrea de cruz was there, saw jamie yeo, served dick lee (omg he is really tall!) and i forgot the rest.



so sunday .. i worked again .. cause apple told me at 2am that im working =.=" (supposingly i worked OT cause i thought im not working on sunday.. ) but anyway i have a feeling i know why apple would put my name there at that time ..

jeez so tired, but i still reach early. found vivan, yongshen and samantha at th mrt station and wait there with them, until kah chong come, its like we're all wearing white and he's th only 1 in full black, total contrast. so its like we thought xinhui would wear black too but in th end, she wore white! so .. it was totally odd one out. after xinhui come back from toilet, it went t find rolly and eileen. it seems that they diddnt see me but saw yongshen at th mrt station, they were on th same train as xinhui. so anyway we missed th bus and sat on tok's school bus service =.=" anyway i was tasked with th bar and end up being th bartender with eugene. damn i dont want t be bartender =.=" kinda stress, in certain period of time, a whole bunch of orders will come and we'll be rushing like shit to comply to it all. tiring . anyway later we worked OT again, somehow xinhui who said that she wanted t work OT did not. anyway, it was quite tiring .. 2 OT in a row .. jeez. we worked until 3 or so in th end, while sending th linen down, we used th buggy and it went out of battery =.=" so at th final part theres like 3 of us pushing th buggy =.= damn tiring. taking cab, my cab was the last one la, damn thing. took cab with laoda and wa go his house quite troublesome, need turn alot lol, so getting out, i kinda backtracked it all and th driver said i have v good memory haha. it seems that it was th same driver that sent janice back, he said that TP had quite pretty girls and that she went one to sembawang, so kinda can tell, janice huay. anyway i got off th th khatib macs and it was closed. slowly walk t th 24hr mart just near my block, its like take 15 mins to slowly walk and listen t some songs. bought a big bottle of green tea and more chips cookies. but now i dont have th mood t eat my "breakfast" .. haix. some things are never meant t be.

It seems that I'm fated to never get what I want.
Life's like that. Live it.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

haix work =X so tired ! 1 person 2 table andand on th 3rd course, there was some mess up at th kitchen andand th guest at that table like pissed off luh! coz their food isnt served yet and back at th kitchen there wasnt any =.=" some idiot took wrong one. jeez. got scolded by th guest like .. ... =X but anyway later something miraculous happened! th guest apologised t me and for th first time, i actually chat with th guest ! heex there was this straw tower competition andand th table i served won! chat with th guest and then i said a cheap trick t make tall towers lol ! just make it triangular and it'll stand v tall! in th end he said that th tower looks more like a tv antaena hahah!

worked t 12 and took cab t khatib macs n bought chicken foldover meal upsized with green tea plus an apple pie (: my first meal of th day! missed breakfast, skipped lunch, diddnt get t eat dinner. =X best! wish you could just feed me just now luh, was like SUPER HUNGRY while serving =X but anyway, it was a rather fun day.


tracey! i dont think i can wake up tomorrow morning ! have fun at pulau ubin! (:

Friday, October 10, 2008

Break and Shatter, let the wind blow these dust away.


I was wrong, wishes don't come true. "Just give it up already!" so I said to myself.
hmm .. unexpected things always happen!




seriously damn tired now, but still have t work later. si apple go put my name =.=" haix anyway .. past 2 days was chalet + work, killer (:

wed i went over t th chalet at 5+ and reach at 6+ then just put down my stuff and msg steph, call cherie, jeez they're at aloha changi and costa sands downtown respectively, and im at costa sands pasir ris. kinda bugged steph alot hahah. so, we went night cycling and overnight loanage of the bike cost extra 15 bucks, making me spend 40 bucks (15 bike, 25 chalet) and we went over t ehub t eat dinner at mr chicken rice thing. omg so full after that! 2 bowls of rice, soup, chicken and a barley, totally made me damn full! cycle back t th chalet and we all had a break, i was like getting sleepy coz diddnt really sleep much and i just sleep on th bed while they're playing lol. *puts on earpiece so that it wont be so noisy*

so for the night cycling, my classmates decided t cycle t changi there. so i was msging steph, coz omg im going changi O.o but anyway we had t go t melissa's house first t pick up another bike, cause we rent 13 bikes and in th end 14 ppl stay over. so, my sucky bike's hand was a little bit loose when we started, and halfway to changi, it was like horribly loose! i can turn the handle 360 easily! and so we cycled from mel's house to changi, stopping at the shell station for a break after a very long uphill. oh yeah! we were talking about it at some traffic junction before that, that we cycled pass an indian in a black bike and we totally diddnt see him! its racist but OMG really! he is like invisible!

the road to changi, damn hard, reach there and like .. stay there awhile only hahah. butbut omg the stars there are totally beautiful! its like .. soooo clear!!! well alot clearer than in the city. i think i saw steph's group cycle pass while we were stayin there. later a grp of them go eat supper, and th other grp with me in it decided t go back first, and i took th lead coz i was looking at th map(actually looking for aloha changi) and we just cycle all th way, somehow, we passed aloha changi! so i call steph and again, shes playing games. that girl hor, diddnt sleep whole night and play O.O" anyway, the trip back was even more killing, we're tired already and going back .. i almost drop coz my kee tendons went numb in pain =X jelly legs when we got back hahah

we went t shower when we get back, its like .. theres only 1 toilet at th chalet and then th public guys toilet for th pool only had 1 shower cubicle, pathetic. so 4 guys and 2 girls went into th girls toilet. calvin, liyan and *i forgot your name again .. aka calvin's girlfriend* shower first and we wait outside, then th security officer come in use toilet and see us, gave us a crap lecture and had us t go out. hey old hag, like we'll peek at you, my shit looks exactly like you okay! jeez im so bad (: but in th end we slowly take turns t shower back at th chalet.

waiting for our hair t dry, we played poker! well not betting, just using coins as chips. i lasted quite long before losing (: and there were jokes about huimin, i laugh until like .. literally LOL! cause when she ride bike, its awfully dangerous! when she comes around me i have to move aside t reduce th risk .. damn scary lol! andand she fell suddently into some patch of plants at changi beach. she falls so much lol. and at 6 or so .. we went t sleep. 8 ppl sleep in th room hahah, we laid matress on th floor and slept. jeez someone was snoring so LOUD that i went t get my earpiece and slept with music on lol.

diddnt really sleep much, supposed t wake at 11 but i dragged until 12 where i rush out and go home take my pants n shoes, then chiong to amara and .. i wasnt late (: damn hungry though, havent eat breakfast and lunch. and only ate at 8 or so after th guest clear out and we ate th buffet (: awesome food! but kinda very full after that. most of them end shift at 9.30pm and left th 4 of us who started later, we work until 11 and no cab =X so when we took th shutter bus out, i took train t sengkang and then cab over t pasir ris t meet zhenlin. reach there and we ate and ate and ate! kj the peng kang king hahah! he cook so much lol. well there was loads of food anyway. my legs were still killin me =X but anyway, we played heartattack later and started t drink my vodka. damn kj go pour half th cup with vodka = .= it taste disgusting okay! and lol kj was acting abit weird hahah! jeez i diddnt even get th feeling of warmness after drinking =.=" gareth never gets drunk! (:

but anyway, later we played murdurer for dont know how long, talk crap, try and kill / revive each other, and not trying t get caught lol! we all drank abit while playing. it was actually my first time playin murdurer hahah! and zhenlin become th murderer th most times lol! so anyway, time flies when we're playing it! and suddently, its like 4 ~ 5am already, and since huimin keep ask for th time, i just side over my phone t let her play with it, and see th time while at it hahah. we continued t play murderer till like 6am lol! then 4 of us pack up and went back first. kj had t wait till 8 for th office t open n get back his diposit. kaven, huimin, winwin and i went back first, taking th bus out i anyhow throw coins in. for a 90 cent ride i threw 1.60 in lol. i changed money with huimin, got 7 bucks of coins from her lol. i think she get so much coins cause she thought we'll be playing poker again. but anyway, reach home and drop sleeping already! so tired!

work later .. jeez .. im gna be dead by sat =X

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

hmm hours ago we tried shooting a video, total failure (: was fun in the process of the makeup hahah! maybe i should download the movie and watch again what exactly happened hahah.

so, having class chalet tomorrow till friday, jeez i'll be away for quite some time! steph's having chalet tomorrow and thurs at aloha changi, cherie's having at costa sands too. i think i should go visit them (: or i'll get bored to death anyway.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

the sky yesterday morning was beautiful, clear with bright stars, just the usual city lights that disrupts the view =x but this morning (yes i went to buy snacks again) had a cloudy shade which blocked most of those stars =X


i hate having the need to take deep breaths to dilute pain =.=" absolutely troublesome.





edit:
best, its why i have another blog where only i read and laugh over it as time goes by (:
well you can always tell me if you want! (:

Monday, October 6, 2008

okay im awake! watchin phineas and ferb while posting (:

anyway yesterday, FINALLY IT AINT BORING STAYING AT HOME! wake up at around 12 and started playing with photoshop. kinda make this aurora pict for fun t set as screensaver (: went out before two and reached vivo at like .. 2.47 hahah! its like so early! went t candy empire and slowly choose sth t buy, then walk over n wait. th 3.30 bus came and caroli they all still havnt reach, so in th end i go downstairs wait for celine with them. cheryl's late too hahah! weng wah and friends too hahah! we are all late x) anyway ltr there was nic and damien too. on th bus weng wah say about being no later than 4.05 and we would not have our pay duct half hour, so lol every1 chiong down th bus! then all faster punch card, luckily, we all punched at 4.05 exactly x)

took our time, go up and then th girls got released for dinner already, omg so fast! si jerry wouldnt let me slack @ bar there wipe glasses, need go put condiments n blah. finally we go down eat at 5 and jeez the food sucks (as usual..) ate almost nothing hahah. im so picky nowadays (: we had a dumb briefing where alan partner us very weirdly .. LUCKILY, jason choong re-organise everything x) his new style is t let th girls choose their partners hahah. so (luckily i diddnt get pick?) in th end i partner with celine (: lucky eileen partner with chee seng sia, we'd have died without his help! at first we were rather slow, but at th end it was quite good (: they left fast and we clear up quickly. heex celine help me take care of table 22(im jinxed with that table =.=)

i stayed until 12, dunno who picked the staff t stayback but anyway we had 1 hour t clear up th entire grand ballroom! its like CHIONG ARR!! hahah in th end we got most of th things out, left th chairs only (: thenthen we had SUPPER! omg i ate FOUR plates of noodles x) awesome~ there was this funny event happening, th commotion made by jason, apple and xiuzhen was like .. hilarious! x) i forgot t exchange my pass so th cab turned back hahah! thenthen yay go back ~ sad th 24hr mart was closed temporary, and im lazy to wait .. go back slack! feels gd taking a shower hahah, best you got so shocked with wax? thought its th real wax on me? its just hair wax (:


anyway apple get well soon! andand best! erm .. dont sigh so much ! (:




it was a quite a good day, but im seriously sleepy now, blog again when i wake up(: omg eyes closing fast ..


sweet dreams best!

Friday, October 3, 2008

jeez it took me so long t fully crack th codes of blogskin = .=" irritating hahah. omg 2 mega pix aint enough! still looks blur =x but anyway, for that quiz thing, i've disabled the anti highlight and right-click (:

my previous blog song:





omg super boring day! woke up as a super lazy pig. i dunno why but i still feel weird since sunday (:
anyway its like .. play dota again .. super boring .. watch some tv, listen some music .. buy some snacks downstairs .. omg its like so no life! jeez~

so anyway, thanks to jiayingchew, i have ta do the following:

1) The person who tagged:
JIAYING!

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
Friends, schoolmate (:

3) Your five impressions on him/her:
Fun loving, kind, caring, abit bossy, generally nice (:

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
er .. er ... skip ..

5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
hmm .. Happy Birthday ?

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
hmmm ... what take care of her for life?

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Her bossyness!

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Try and resolve things?

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Because we cant get the same idea?

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
hmm ... lets see .. shes sleeping so .. Wishing her Sweet Dreams (:

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
Fun (:

12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
Blur

13) The characteristic you love of yourself are:
My disconcern for bad things, getting over things easily.

14) On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself are:
Too much of myself, thinking too much, never having the courage to say what i want.

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
ME! (:

16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
For people who care, i'll appereciate your care for a lifetime(: For people who like me, who are you people? hahah i can never tell x)

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
1. Adelyn
2. Apple
3. Caroli
4. Cheston
5. Cherie
6. Ee Ming
7. Josephine (can i put jiaying again? jeez)
8. Rebecca
9. WinWin
10. Yi Hao
yay alphabetical order (:

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with?
I have no clue whats her name

19) Is no. 9 a male or female?
Male

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Hmmm .. major height difference (no offence fin, yihao is REALLY TALL!)

22) What is no.2 studying about?
Culinary and Catering Management

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3:
Less than a week

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like:
she says she likes anything .. so be it then hahah!

25) Does no.1 have any siblings:
2 brothers

26) Will you woo no.3:
erm .. yes! pretty and nice girl (:

27) How about no.7:
hmm .. i'll prefer staying friends so that we can TALK CRAP ALL DAY!

28) Is no.4 single:
Should be!

29) What is the surname of no.5:
Lew

30) What's the hobby for no.4:
hmmmm ... play?

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
They don’t know each other!

32) Where is no.2 studying at?
TP.

33) Talk something casual about no.1:
hmm .. wanted to say something else .. but hmmm .. okay shes pretty cute ?

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
erm .. dont think so

35) Where does no.9 live at?
Seng Kang

36) What colour does no.3 likes?
hmmm .. white?

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Friends for sure (:

38) Does no. 1 have any pets?
Nope

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Omg! fin!

40) What is no. 10 doing now?
Sleeping (:

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Double roasted cheese sandwich with wheat bread in between...

white bread
cheese
wheat bread
cheese
white bread



awesome (: so full now!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

ah havent blogged for days! it was pure boredom filled days!!! omg i wna go out play but i have totally no clue what to do =.=" jeez! playing dota all day is SO BORING! and having alicia's friend call me and ask for ACash(aka maple cash) its like "hey, I DONT KNOW YOU and WHY should i even bother to buy cash for someone I DONT EVEN KNOW?" still talk until so smart, ask for 30k cash(btw it cost around $32 for that) like you have some FREAKING(extreamly) THICK SKIN! anyway, i wanted t get a 2GB or 4GB memory card! 1GB aint enough x)


i wna go out play =X