It has been a long time since i was last this angry, this sad, this miserable. The accumulated hatred, pain and sorrows just burst out at once. For all these moments, everything in the world sucked. I spent my time thinking, why. The answers? Uninteresting.
My eyes get sharp and my personality totally changes. What is the worth of being like this? The things I want, are just made so that I could never have it, and I have this habit of near to never wanting the same thing twice.
My dark chocolates taste better than this.
I want you to love me, but I don't think you will. Just friends, salt to the wound.
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hmm .. working again in th morning .. and somehow, i was on time x) heex hahah but at th waiting point, celine actually came rather early and wanted t wait for th rest. so we missed 2 busses and then later go down and found eileen who couldnt see us (no specs) lol. walked to vivo t buy snacks and cindy suddently appear out of nowhere! got cookies, celine got chilli cheese fries and cindy got a burger from subway. then we make our way t th waiting point again and damien was there hahah. lol thought we'll be th latest.
anyway since we're like SO LATE! kinda got crap jobs. celine partner with a newbie then i became runner for eileen. kinda 2 runners for her lol so ocassionally i went t help celine. went quite nicely i guess. anyway after that we had t make a turnover and jeez troublesome. every1 so cui already, waited like erm .. almost 1 hr t get our voulcher. lol laughed very very hard in th office. jokes of apple and other stuff hahah! its when jason gets funny x) lol he diddnt drink for 1 mth already. kinda had treddy help me get th beer, i get th glass with ice and then its jason's show already hahah. th hardest laugh so far x)
anyway after that, we go vivo, went t candy empire buy snacks! bought some dark chocolates for some reason hahah. just felt like buying dark chocs and lol in th end buy 2 packs ... my sweet tooth wanted bitter O.o lol. take bus back and er .. play abit. irritating dota players, so lame and so boring. jeez. so damn sleepy!
*act blur and smile for no reason. i dont wna be serious, i dont wna think. pain aint worth being serious at anything. my cursed luck (:
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
seriously very tired now. apple call me work at 10am, i slept at 4am or so and woke up at 8am jeez. reach amara like NOBODY! its like office empty no manager until lawrance come lol. eff up day. glass pavilion like totally messed up. almost everything dont have! crap sia and that jerry. #$%@#$@#$&^% !!!! jeez. diddnt even get any break and jerry still dare crap, he go drink atleast 3 times. in th end at clearing time, jerald got caught by mr tay =.=" he was like eating openly and mr tay was at th bar area outside shutters. like GG totally la! zhenlin and i stay there awhile clean up then later go down and come up again =.=" omg flat tired by then already, then carry the bloody oblong table all th way up to th GP there, zhenlin totally flat already so he take th tablecloth only lol. help lawrance set up then later jerry come kp again, asshole dont even want give us 5 min break. ^#$!%@#%@ !!!!! (:
do some stuff inside ballroom then go break, take shortcut down to canteen then later zhenlin and i go to shutters kitchen there find th aunty for durian puff x) lucky we diddnt eat at th staff canteen, THERE ARE MAGGOTS IN THE RICE!!!! OMG LA !! eileen ate and had stomachache. i drank th tea (trying t get rid of durian smell) and almost puked out. the ultra hard-to-spoil drink of tea IS ACTUALLY SOUR! OMG WHATS INSIDE OR HOW FRIGGIN LONG?! okay anyway later briefing, th girls were given tables first then they get t choose their partners. th first thing that happen is fiona coming t pull me say want partner. then later after tables assigned, jason ask cindy pick first and then eye contact, knew it liao get me already hahah. th entire thing quite ok, lucky our tables near th clearing point x) but th chef #@$@#%^#% LA ! ass so slow still want show attitude. i bet $1000 that i can do a better job than him while being FASTER!
anyway after that we finished our stuff, went t get changed and office power trip! its like totally dark luh hahah! after some time cindy and i go get changed, get our pay and blablabla. eileen actually worked OT, omg la crazy la eileen! work at 11am on sunday and yet still work OT on sat. OMG LA! anyway jia you eileen!
cindy and i ate supper at macs at yishun blk 200+ there. we totally cui diao. later i walk pass yishun park and its like sooooo scary at night!. omg falling asleep ..
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Friday, September 26, 2008
reaching home not so long ago with bad headache =X
diddnt feel like going t work tday! sunburn hurts =X but apple said that my name is already in the list (even though 2 days ago i msg her and ask if i could change it) but nvm. 1 day of suffering .. tday's work was hectic and i was feeling rather weak! not feeling well =X kinda sick after not wearing shirt for 2 days n nights and omg cannot take it luh. th dinner time was like so rush for th runners =X sorry janice(huay) !! kinda was like shouting at her or sth coz weng wah was like fooling around and she blur blur there. sorry!! so anyway after th dinner apple was like sooooo pissed off luh! jeez. okay im lazy to type out so much stuff! anyway thanks t sweat, my skin came off lol! at home in th toilet, i just pull abit and i broke my record of largest skin again. th skin of my entire shoulder blade came off! lol! kinda disgusting. dizzy now, gna sleep soon i guess..
on th cab back, weng wah say im disgusting coz i scratched n just pull off some skin, by th time i got off th cab (from amk to yishun that period), i literally had a handfull of skin lol
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
jeez why do i have t go t work later =X my skin still sucks!
ive been like topless at home for these 2 days! cant stand wearing a shirt coz it touches my shoulder and it hurts! but anyway since i took off my shirt, my skin has been recovering faster(not fast enough) and its like FALLING OFF! omg disgusting. but it kinda has t come off, more disgusting having it being dead cracked up and there like .. zombie hahah!
*munch on more Chips More* ((:
okok this sucks, my skin is ITCHY! and i still have t go t work =X maybe i'll go borrow some makeup x) wahahaha NAHH so not gna put makeup =.= jeez. just moments ago, i took the again for Who has the biggest brain? and once again, my placing is right behind caroli's =.= OMG I HAVE A TINY BRAIN! aww i diddnt win anything. chips more scratch card gave me crap hahah! so anyway, needa take a shower and get out soon, or i'll be late! jeez.
omg i dreamt of you !
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
okay first up: Happy Birthday JinYe (: so forgot about her birthday until th alarm came at 12am hahah! lucky i set alarm.
so anyway ive played warcraft th whole day and also peeled alot of my facial skin off. my body is lie SO ITCHY! and i cant scratch coz it hurts if i do. bloody red shoulders, it doesnt look like sun burn, more like 2nd degree burns =.= jeez! dammit pain.
heal shoulders heal!
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Monday, September 22, 2008
hmm been watchin Lan Qiu Huo and found out that th Dong Fang Xiang actually bares resemblance to brandon lee! but anyway, tday it diddnt hurt as much but my back KILLS! tried not to move it at all(: my skin is SHEDDING though, its like my face, especially my forehead, is like covered in a layer of dried skin which i can peel off. omg its like th largest piece of skin ive removed, abit disgusting but it has to come off, coz it feels like im wearing a mask right now, damn uncomfortable =.="
COME OFF SKIN!
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
sleeping hurts! its like where ever i turn it hurts and in th end i had th endure th extreme torture until i finally fall asleep, waking up once in awhile. but that moment of peace diddnt last, my family mad a very big racus in th afternoon, so noisy and later my dad call me go carry some stuff downstairs =.= zzzz
well that wasnt worse, i cant make any facial expressions at all, inclusive of my habit of scratching my nose and eye. it hurts even when my hair touches my face! jeez. taking a shower is a killer, it hurts even when cold water touches me. and wearing back my shirt.. OUCH! i want my skin t heal faster !
-this is no better than days of wanting you
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
OMG SUPER PAIN! approx 70% of my body is red now!! bloody sun burn so crazy! cant even scratch at all ! and my eyes are like .. CLOSING! yesterday sleep at 4+, tday wake at 8+ then omg la so tired!
so anyway, met amelia at dhoby ghaut, went t harbor front t meet brandon, mark, samantha, ella and er .. omg cant remember th other person .. consumed some green bean soup then go t mrt station there meet others. went t th bus stop for th amara bus and only found wei leong who was late, just missed th bus where every1 else is in hahah. went t giant and spent a bomb buying snacks n drinks x) and then we made our way t sentosa, went t siloso beach and settle down.
hmm played monkey with a freesbe and my legs failed me very badly, sprint halfway my legs just suddently totally fail me and i fell. irritating my legs keep failing me! like during th captains ball game, i couldnt jump up! but we kinda played th transformers game thingy, where i carried alvin on my shoulder and he try t push others down. lol! damn heavy. but th worse thing is, while i was cooling my sun burnt back in th sea, i got leg cramp! first left leg then right leg then both legs!! its like hold my legs and th wave kinda drag me deeper. the who .. er .. omg cant remember th name liao.. pull me nearer th th shore while shouting medic medic!! hahah anyway kahyuen also help abit. dammit so pain!
we had dinner @ vivo's sky park. SUBWAY! x) becca first time buy hahah. ate and i just stone there, try not t move or make any facial expressions, back damn pain and even my face hurts! later i go off early cause i cant stand th pain on my back already. slept on th bus while facing down and had th air con blowing on my back hahah. come back and took a shower and its like my ENTIRE body is red except for where my pants is. i expact that i'll be like shedding most of my skin soon hahah! ouch ..
it was a fun day (: yet so tiring and painful hahah
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jeez so tired now! dunno why i bother t blog anyway hahah, mayb coz my hair is wet.
Rushing 2 minutes to avoid another pay cut : +$3.25 Breaking a cup and catching the other one : not accounted for. Tearing my tendons and carrying extreme loads : pure misery. Getting chased by a flying cockroach : Priceless (:
so there were two Janices working OT today, abit weird hahah! janice huay the perfectionist (: dammit too tired to type. moving on to next blog make sth short and go take a lil nap! needa meet amelia @ 9am .. crap.
我只好想知道你的一百分,會給怎樣的人
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
wheee went to chen chao's house! so long nv go his house already!! met alicia just now t pass her(and her friend) the GE disk. jeez dumb girl make me chiong over coz her friend gtg or sth. idiot i had t come all th way t cck and still need t treat her friend a drink =.= and oddly enough, dumb cia diddnt ask for a drink hahah.
so anyway we played bball! so long nv play already!! kinda fun coz its like .. play with old friend andand omg my skills sucked already x) havnt run around so much recently hahah. that cia keep msg me complaining about th slow installation. went back @ 6+ and had t entertain cia's msg all th way back hahah. keep ask about why cant work (in th end, she diddnt install the driver for DVD rom=.=") back at home, got asked to play warcraft all th way till now. jeez! sleepy x) needa work at 7am tmr, wake up by 5am =X omg sure cui diao!
so anyway, chenchao saw caroli's pict while i was playing facebook at his hse. he agreed that she looks abit like omella(th most pretty girl in my batch - so called most pretty in sch..) and then that dumb alicia, okay la quite ok looking, just that she doesnt look sec 1 ! tall yet short (almost my height) jeeez
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jeez not enough sleep! got awakened at 7am+ or so, then after some time go back to sleep. sleep until so nice then 11am or so, got awakened again. this time my dad called and ask me go fetch my sis back coz shes sick. man my hair was like still standing then i just faster go over and fetch her back from th child care. okay thats not the worse, its that my dad come back for no reason and complain all th way, blame my mum for making my sis sick, blame me for not telling him that my bro is home(its like, hey you diddnt ask) and then blame my bro for not going t sch when he forgot t give him his allowence. yeah blame everyone else, so hypocretely saying that we are selfish. i wonder who left us uncared for, who slept while who did the house work, who took care of things someone else was supposed to. and who just does nothing but complain and blame others.
and after all those shouting and unreasonable actions, my sis wont even let him touch her lol. feed her th panadol, then feed her lunch, then haix finally can eat my own lunch. its like, none of my parents would ever feed th kids their meals first before eating themselves, they would either eat first then feed or eat and share a lil bit of food. what parents.
so what if you buy lunch, i would rather go get my own lunch that let you use this petty little meal as a reason of complaint.
&and crap! i still have it in my mind! jeez
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
jeez jinye! msg me at 8am when im like half awake .. lol! sleepy x) thenthen go back t sleep and wake at around1 pm (: dunno why my shoulder ache so much! but anyway logged on t facebook and rolly was online! chat abit and i keep dc =.= but anyway i tried th test for th biggest brain thingy, omg i have a tiny brain =.=" rollyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! your brain is bigger than mine .. omg!!
i dunno why, i can actually chat with keong till like 4am hahah! hmm andand i think its th first time i chat so much with janice huay. omg like so happy luh! i think its th 4th person or sth to want t partner with me at work x) heex<
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
jeez work @ 7am in th morning is like killer, omg i need much more sleep!! so darn sleepy luh! wake up at 5am and i still miss the first bus = .=" in th end i was 9 mins late and there goes half hour pay =X
so anyway, there werent any jackets n tee shirts of my size when i reach, issac also diddnt have and he wore an XL jacket, later jerry ask him pass me th jacket and its like OMG SO BIG!!! carry stuff with XL jacket with no tee is like so disgustingly sticky and uncomfortable! anyway some time later i go change for M sized tee and jacket (: feels so much better! but tday is a total saikang day. i washed and wiped the saucer(th thing u put coffee/tea cups on), i picked rubbish, wipe glasses and plates, carry down 4 big tables from 3rd floor by myself and crap lol. stupid thing, i diddnt eat breakfast and kinda hungry, then i had to patrol around in a BUFFET which is like SO TEMPTING! and =X jeez. went down for lunch with weileong and omg its DISGUSTING! ate 5 spoons of th rice and i cant tahan already. and i left a big portion of my lunch there, and since its weileong, i told him "wah today i eat until like caroli"(kinda messy ..) hahah! and so, the subject of chat is obviously: Caroli Yeo. and later he kinda want to call her for fun, and in an attempt t stop him from bothering her, i bet with him that caroli will recognise its him, and obviously, i won x) so now he still owes me a drink (:
ah so anyway worked ended at 8pm, took th sentosa bus out and then bid goodbye t becca @ th interchange and kinda took same bus as issac, though i slept and even dreamt on th bus x) woke up just nice a stop before where i get off. went t th 24-hr mart and bought green tea and this interesting looking choc thats like .. 1 small pack with 9 pieces of black n white choc cost me 2.60.. finished th dark choco, its nice x) actually i bought th choc coz i couldnt resist buying chocolates hahah!
ah i need more rest .. andand rolly you're so ex on friends for sale!
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Monday, September 15, 2008
hmm eating my dinner while blogging (:
sleep at 6, wake at 2, and super sleepy still x) but anyway i dont feel like sleeping hahah. bad body ache, my leg hurts! alot!! =X just sit infront of my comp all day and try to move as little as possible (: played some games and hmm .. listen t music all day (: i forgot who ask me t eat more, but seems like not enough rice for me .. second serving ~ oh yeah, eileen said that she wants t be like me, eat a bit and get full easily, th trick is t drink water while eating, it'll get anyone full fast (: hmm gna finish up my dinner and find other stuff t do ~ working @ 7am tomorrow =X hope my body recovers enough tnight !
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so im blogging and downloading songs while waiting for my hair to dry(its almost dry already, been downloading quite a few songs x) anyway i worked at amara at 4pm tday!
kinda diddnt want to be late so i made an effort to go early! took detour to macs to get a quick snack of double cheese burger and a coke(got scammed =X stupid thing is supposed t charge me $3 total, but i was charged 3.80 or sth =.=) anyway th bus sure took its time t come, but luckily i still reach early x) went down at vivo, bought some cookies at subway then make my way t th bus stop at exit D. wait beside th exit for rolly and eileen. th thing about being early is waiting hahah, reach there at 3pm, 20 mins early ! heex anyway we make our way t amara with quite a few TP students and th ppl who worked last week too, clive they all.
omg sleepy now ..
anyway tday i served th best table so far ! th ppl there so nice luh! its this table of muslim ppl, th entire table is muslim food(so i serve a platter of muslim food) & th ppl there are so nice x) in th end in th comments, th guy wrote that i served v good ! andand th beverage helper got it too, coz she just nice walk pass instead of xinhui(my parter for th dinner :) oh yeah about tday, janice Huay worked! beverage server(she diddnt want t just serve drinks so she helped out) then rolly and eileen partner. simon and th girl who had bad english(no offence sry), celine VIP table! then theres tracey and dunno who, andand my new friend shawn! beverage helper(new ppl mostly helpers) shawn poor thing de, xiuzhen call him down and she dissapear. she was doing upstairs as i heard and shawn knows like almost nobody there, its just 2 days ago i met shawn @ bsc booth there and he is actually a phantos freshie (: jeez getting sleepy naming everyone ..
so anyway, i worked OT with caroli, eileen, shawn and xiuzhen. killer tiring! carry this and that omg killer x) butbut kinda fun (: rolly and eileen like crazy de, working @ 2pm th next day and still work OT, you all need sleep luh! kinda fun with shawn, yay new friend! andand xiuzhen, appears every now and then.. oh yeah spooky part! jason ask me get table, kinda out downstairs so go out, found jerry and he say go ficus room, which is like, all finished and closed, so when i was walking towards th door, jerry say knock 3 times, then i asked why(standard reaction) and jerry just say "just knock la" and i was like .. omg in my mind "what month is this?" then omg i dont dare enter th room first. giving th excuse im afraid of th dark hahah. carry th table all th way down, couldnt carry it on my shoulder, seems like my body is already at its limits =X jeez! but later i was tasked with carrying th cocktail stands t th glass pavalion with shawn n 2 other guys, i told shawn abt what jerry said, so at th door of th pavalion, i ask him, should i knock 3 times ? coz im like still freaked out with th ficus room thing. then in th end just knock la, play safe .. omg freaky!
so overall, its fun x) as what i told th taxi driver(chat or i'll be bored), if my friends dont work OT, i die also wont stay. i changed in th pulai room with wei leong and th 2 girls are like inside th pulai room toilet, while i was changing my pants t shorts, wei leong scare me by saying someone's coming in and i was like SO SHOCKED! thenthen LOL!! i kept swearing .. hahah funny scene xD then we wait for our turn t get our coupon and sign th taxi form. while at it we were talking abt ghost stuff coz caroli(th way she dressed) resembled a girl in th ghost story on incredible tales and lol. when we're going off from th office, got shoot by jason.. omg im like TOTALLY DEFENCELESS when someone says that i like some other pretty girl, i'll just totally stone and jeez! anyway we had t make our way t th main office there and eileen was like cui-ing =X cab and talk crap (:
somehow i like working, it makes me stop thinking so much about other stuff, when im on to something, i'll forget everything else (like th foosball, all i see is the ball and nothing else and tday, i forgot how much my left limbs hurt). its good to stop thinking about some stuff of th heart (: though i've always known that i'll regret not making th decision, but its nice enough (: to be a friend and see each other every now and then, its nice (:
ah eyes closing .. nights!(morning) to Caroli and Eileen, jia you and take care ! (:
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
so tired tday! live foosball event, its like so early! 10+ wake up, i actually slept @ 6am .. jeez. omg like so sleepy luh! anyway i couldnt see much in th morning, everything so blur. then meet zain, brandon, tze choong n sky n we go lounge slack awhile. sleep on sofa x) after every1 reach, we make our way t design sch, waited awhile for th games t start @ 2(we go over at 1).
th first round was against DSC, i diddnt play this round, was suppose t sub at half time but diddnt. SU won 4:0. next its DSC vs BSC, they lost again i think. anyway th first match i play was against HSS, omg la th guy behind me has SUPER HARD SHOES! friggin pain! not worse, my second match vs BSC, damn its th so called most violent match(with HSSSC vs DSC the most peaceful match). my leg numb after th match=.=" ended in 2:2 draw. in th end SU won and we all got trophy (:
went back lounge slack then er .. oh yeah go field, th rest of them play touch rugby, i sat at th side watch, leg numb. then later leeshen, her friend bernita and i had a little run, 100m sprint and 400m jog/run/whatever hahah, omg sucky stamina. some time later they all go bath(those who played touch rugby) and its like omg la th guys bath damn disgusting, gt some other guys they actually walk around naked, crowd together n talk still, OMG DISGUSTING LA! after that er . wait outside for every1 to come out then we go back alr. take bus 69 with leeshen(she request) and met jel on th bus! went t bedok int and bought bubbletea (: later take bus 854 back home.
short post, its like almost 4am now. and oh yeah, some designers play super rough!(the inter-course match) and omg la, bloody assholes.
yay sunday (:
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lets turn back in time, given that its 4am in th morning (sorry best! i wna post first =X ) Nicc Cheong! TAKE CARE IN NS!! DONT CUI DIAO!! andand Chang Yong & Yuan Long, take care too!!
anyway life is troublesome =.=" sleep at 5, wake up at 7.20 just to get my lil sis to school coz my mum's having a fuss over it and makes so much noise. haix so much screaming from her made my sis shiver in fear =X kinda reminds me of myself back in th days, so i made a choc sanwich for her t calm down then later somehow get her t school(she diddnt want to) and at her sch shes like hang on t me then her teacher carry her away and say "kor kor has to go to school too" and in my mind is, im having holidays =.= hahah. kinda feels bad t see my sis cry =X
but anyway i decided t go t school in th end for some dont-know-what event which brandon(president) ask me t go on msn. slowly go down and buy some stuff on th way. reach there and its like ppl carry lanterns n walking, guessed sth about mid autumn festival. kinda bored, couldnt really find ppl at first then walk in and see jolene whos acting as chang-er and talk crap until i find brandon, he show me around abit and then i walked and found amelia, fion and their friend fatin. after that th 4 of us have been together throughout th entire thing (:
talk crap, walk around and decided to get lanterns, somehow th 4 of us got pink ones, and after walking 1 round and took some picts (: almost drop my lantern like so many times hahah! we got bored eventually and before we return our lanterns, we took a group photo (: after returning, we loiter around th lantern booth was near HSSSC booth then michelle walk over and say hi, then asking who else from venos came(when i came, i thought i saw michelle, looks diff, no offence, but kinda have cheek fats or sth ..) mich and fion took pictures together, with me as th photographer x) and so, th 4 of us walk around again and this time we went t BSC booth (: cindy was there andand shuhui too! we were asked to write a wish on this piece of paper (oh yah, dunno who say but i made a wish before blowing out th candle) and since i wished already, i make a very fun wish on th paper x) my wish(exactly what i write): "I wish for more wishes (:" nice eh ? best wish ever! hahah!
went to get mua chee later, kinda long que then walk over to BSC booth again, by th time we walk there, most of th mua chee gone hahah. and hmm .. someone wasnt feeling well then er .. i think we went t get some drinks next, th container was SO COLD! ah yes i remember! we found jel!! he just came back from vietnam and he is actually having SIP (explains his current toot hair) and we talk abit (: he is like tired coz he reached singapore only this morning. cant remember th sequence of events. we had mass dance, chicky dance then tp song. omg so long since i last did it! then th girls go toilet, erm .. oh ah when we go out its like packing up, ate quite alot of mooncakes(help finish) then erm .. help carry th table and .. hmm later i followed they all to BSC club room there, first time going up there, previously th highest ive been to is biz concourse hahah. anyway talk crap and bitch about a certain unnamed person then in th end we said goodbye t th main comms and we go eat dinner! fion and amelia caught up with their friend and she kinda looked sad, so they acompany her and its like i go eat dinner with a bunch of BSC students O.O" omg so weird luh, went over t find kahyuen n brandon in th end. later i ate my chicken chop with rice and eugene(who ordered th same) FINISHED SO FAST! omg super fast eater! got pulled into th football thingy tomrrow and erm .. walk t bus stop! went t th bus stop with cindy and grp to take bus 8 then 854, its like when i board bus 8, they ask "bus 8 you sure?" then i say "dunno leh" LOL! then cindy say can and forgot who said "wah you trust that bimbo cindy so much?" and i just blur blur answer x) we both live at yishun anyway.
board 854, talk abit with cindy n sussan before she alight at yeo chu kang. then take bus to interchange and walk back (: and next .. hmm .. im gna have a short nap and wake up by 10.15am! (its almost 6am now.. my essay so long hahah!)
*somehow i cant wait for sunday to come
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
wahaha was so bored at night! took a slow walk downstairs t buy some supper @ 2.30am. th night is so peaceful (: thenthen was reading crap and erm kinda did a personality test of 200(omg so damn long) questions, hurts my eyes and like so sleepy hahah! thenthen i proceed t do 2 IQ test in my sleepy state. damn its timed! th first test was general IQ test @ iqtest.com and its timed, scored 129 =X damn 1 point from 130 =.=" andand later i go take test from international high IQ society @ highiqsociety.com and omg its timed even faster and theres maths !! dammit my brain was like half alive x) jeez th hardest test ever! scored 121, 3 more points and i'll be invited t join that whatever society hahah! okay after that i cant tahan already and went t sleep @ 8am in th morning x)
now going t watch th weekly anime releases (:
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
so im posting again, took a nap after dinner(dinner makes me sleepy!) and my sis kinda come bug me before i sleep. theres this cooling wind and reminds me of last night, where i went downstairs at like 1am. it was so peaceful and th midnight wind is really very nice, kinda makes me feel nice inside for awhile, apart from all this turmoil.
i dont know what im feeling now :X
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last night watched Avatar till 5.30am in th morning x) watched finished th 3rd season, its so cool luh !! and after that, sleep time, slept like a pig till 4pm hahah. dreams are weird stuff, sometimes they'll reveal whats in your heart, sometimes they'll make you think more clear and sometimes, they'll make u face the bitter truth about some stuffs. im like so lazy to type out th entire course of events, but it ends with i will most probably never ask apple for help(well does not mean i wont help her) or sth luh =.=" weirdness.
so anyway, jiaying helped me check my results(thanks), wahaha GPA1.25, i am so good at slacking!! x)
and lastly, jeez that person is still in my mind, hahah x)
Look up at the night sky . . . and make a wish (:
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
jeez dizzy day. rahh its so dumb t stay at home all day and do nothing ! so boring !!! watched Avatar: The Last Air Bender till like 5am in th morning and woke up at almost 4pm (: so i skipped breakfast and lunch hahah. such a boring day =X seems like i need t clear my head abit, think too much already !! omg dunno why th more i think about it, th more i'll think about it! hahah okay makes no sense x)
hmm that busy fin, jia you!! andand take care wor! 1½ week more t TDS holidays (:
Look up at the night sky . . . and make a wish (:
Monday, September 8, 2008
jeez feeling sick tday, kinda cold and omg so hard t move around! my body aches =X so anyway woke up @ 2.30pm or so but still super tired, chat abit then had a nap at 5+ and set alarm t wake up at 7.30. thought i missed it since its premier is on sunday but omg ITS CAMP ROCK!! so wanted t watch this x) liked th song alot!
This Is Me by Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas (: i dont know where the me inside went to hide =X
anyway next up, im gonna watch Bleach movie TWO! dada dada daaaaaaaaaa ~
Look up at the night sky . . . and make a wish (:
so im blogging while waiting for my hair to dry. lets not talk about saturday, super bad day, got tables at th middle of th GRAND ballroom and its like so FAR! and that my helper couldnt really speak english =.=" OMG ITS LIKE ... get scolded so much!! damn. in th end i diddnt work overtime and just go back sleep.
anyway sunday, played a match of dota with shaun and swee in my team, shaun lag until become feeder =.=" jeez =X tired but failed t end th game early, so in th end i was like late and i just rushed out of th hse, missed th mrt so i took cab from orchard straight to amara, kinda coz i ask caroli t inform me if i miss th bus.
reached amara and omg so many TP students! theres xinhui and yongsheng and caroli, kahyuen, eileen and janice. then their friends (kinda familiar somehow, see before somewhere hahah) and when we go up, i suay suay get tasked t prepare ALL the side stations =.=" with th help of only 3 guys (which 1 got pulled away) and jeez carry so many plates + wipe them all. later all th staff got released at th same time t have dinner and its like SO FULL!! but luckily, we managed t get seats (since we go down first) and so, KS was right, KY really eats fast O.O" anyway, go up and had our briefing and omg i was like wondering whos my partner luh ! and jason goes "gareth ar, dont complain about your partner already ar, i give you the best one, janice!" (note to all: this is not th venos janice huay) and table assignment, front + middle, caroli suay, got a blur guy =.=" but her tables are beside ours only and we share th overtray (which is like directly beside th clearing point door, so easy t clear x) but super heavy .. end up with super bad backache. table 18(same as saturday's) is really suay! th guest got janice super super pissed off.. damn scary luh. first they ask t clean th susan, then later say change it coz crack =.=" wth first time i see someone ask to change a susan. then remove petals bla bla bla. omg irritating, so after that, i served that table + clear everything coz janice is just too pissed off. helped with caroli's tables while clearing, kinda sun bian hahah and served issac's table. funny guy x) heres wad he says when i walked pass "erm excuse me, can i have a glass of red wine for this guy over here? the guy with a gay looking face right here" and LOL ! nice way to joke a person.
caroli, eileen, janice, layting(janice's friend) and i worked OT. kahyuen and amy diddnt stay back, xinhui wanted but couldnt. anyway its killer luh, carry all th stuff, really killer! and th break time wasnt really that nice, nt much food t eat =X first time eating yam paste and omg th coconut sauce nice x) weileong dared caroli t eat th chicken head, if he eats it and in th end she ate a small piece of th scalp lol. kinda disgusting wad weileong did t th chicken head .. we went t th bar area there next t get something t drink and work time! killer =X after that we secrely went t th guest toilets t change, omg t be alone in th toilet at night is scary luh! th silence kills. anyway as usual i had t wait for th ladies t come out. weird cab booking =.=" nobody who stayed back actually lives at th north side, so i took cab with caroli and eileen who lives at bedok. omg so far luh! and we kinda wait so long for th cab and i got off first, then th cab go bedok. omg ps caroli & eileen(whos falling asleep) !! like you all have like 30 mins more before getting off =X
kinda fun, we booked next sunday already (:
Look up at the night sky . . . and make a wish (:
Thursday, September 4, 2008
its a boring thursday morning where its SOOO cold ! my eyes healed quite abit, only left th area of direct impact still bloody. anyway it hurts for no reason every now and then =.=" but this morning when i woke up, my wrist keeps irritating me with this pain in th bone ! jeez. me eye and me wrist =X lets hope tday's server maintainance wont take too long (:
*its so nice sleeping with my headphone beside me x)
Look up at the night sky . . . and make a wish (:
The Stargazer
Gareth
a Taurean
who turns old every 18th may
and still studying
somewhere in TP
Shooting-stars
Travel to Alaksla,
and watch the Northern Lights!
Have better luck
a new Phone!